There is only one key and one lock, and that is you and me ♥ .

2011-03-03T21:48:00.001+08:00

It've been ages since i last posted.
Many things happened. & Things're no longer the
same anymore. School gonna start soon ^^
Looking forward...

2010-11-20T21:49:00.003+08:00

Time flies. Going december already! Another year had passed.
So many things untold, i need someone whom i can open my heart to.
Whatever it is, things will get better as time goes by.

I love my mum, endless gossipping topics w her. She bought me a
guess wallet for christmas. How nice! Love her ttm <3s.
Whole house is left with me and my sister. Dad went malaysia and
brother went Brunei. Become so quiet suddenly, not used to it.

Tmrw will be a busy day. Buying shoe and sockings for my job. Plus
dying hair back to black colour. Monday will be training and Tuesday
start work already! Looking forward :)

Sorry baby. If i start to work alreadyy will somehow neglect you.
But your soul will be w me all the time ok! , loveyou! Muackies.

2010-11-04T21:49:00.002+08:00

So fast, indeed time flies.
O's level gg end soon, just two more paper to go.
Didnt really perform well, i guess.
Just hoping that my result would allow me to go
to a polytechnic. Not pinning too much hope either.

Things are not gg smoothly either, so many things
are happening at the same time. I could hardly breathe.
Gonna wash my hands off everything. I'm tired.

Now what i wanted is, my face to get better.
Dye hair and smiley soonnnnn~

2010-10-17T21:43:00.004+08:00

Back after a long time. O'level in 4 days!
Where's my motivation? Can't seems to find them.

Life had been up and down, hopefully smoothly for the
rest of the year. Finally graduated from secondary schl.
Still haven got back my report book, will get it soon&asap.
I shld start mugging as hard as i can, really don't wish to
disappoint my parents.

I want my braces soon~ Dad promised. ^^ HAHAHAH
Hope he doesnt disappoint me either.

I'm in love in this bear! RILAKKUMA~
So cutee ttm, i want get the soft toy soon!!!

Update soon! After O's!

2010-08-13T20:53:00.002+08:00

r>

Life have been great, lazy to update.
Update soon, have fun during National day. The fireworks
are simply awesome. Love it.
Missyou baby.

2010-08-01T16:50:00.002+08:00

Your the last person on my mind at night,
and the first person on my mind in the morning.
Tears fill my eyes, coldness fills my heart,
I feel as if this love is going to tear me apart.
I think of you, every time I am alone.
I need you so, to hold and to care, And all the memories of you I have,
I just wish I was there, with you again.
It takes a second to like, it takes a minute to crush,
it takes a week to love, but it takes a life time to forget.. I'm sorry i wasn't good enough for you, I
'm sorry i wasn't everything you needed,
I'm sorry i ever trusted you
Every day I smile. Every night I cry.
In between there's so much pain I wonder how I've managed to bear it at all.
You've hurt me once. You've hurt me twice. All I did was shut my eyes. For in reality that everyone can see, I love you more than you love me.
if you loved me u wouldn't had hurt me, but since u lied to me.
I guess i don't mean any thing to you.

Never thought you would do this, you prove me wrong. Takecare of yourself.
I'm sorry.

2010-06-17T22:51:00.002+08:00

Birthday Celebration :)

Thanks to this two lovelys that helped me celebrated my
birthday. We had a very enjoyable night. Love them ttm:)

Met up @ orchard, went cineleisure for movie. Watched " The karate Kid "
Nice, worth watching. Great movie. Thanks to PYR and TJH for the cake.
Thanks to PYR for the treat, Loveya always.

Wednesday :)

Met PYR, she went to my house. Watched doraemon together, HAHAHA.
Went to U19 competition after that :) After that, to Waterfront with Yongen&Co.
A tiring day.

Today:)

Head to smb to meet xialan kia. Went to eat :)
Told him many jokes, he scold me lame ): hahaha.
Loveyou lah ass.

Going to training tmrw, meeting Yongen& Co. Meeting Xialan kia aftermath.
Post next time :)

2010-06-14T18:51:00.003+08:00

Changed blogskin, so bored at home.
Sister's friends had juz come over :)
Hahaha. Duno what to post either.

Hope pyr will be feeling better now :)
Hope you are not angry anymore, sighz.
Bye.

2010-06-10T23:51:00.004+08:00

SHitxzzx, haven start revising.

Yayyyyy! 1 more day to my birthday!

Meeting PYR, looking forward :) hehe.

I love you, ass.

2010-06-07T20:31:00.005+08:00

Here to update again, miracle do happen right?

The thing i never thought of, happens.

Busy week, damn shag. Lack of sleep. ):

My birthday falls on this saturday, excited yeah. ^^

PYR said that she have a surprise for me, hehe.

Looking forward, she ask me not to cry on that day cuz

it will be touching. Omg, I'm wondering how it will be like.

Luvzya PYR!

Not forgetting you, BWC. Thanks for your pressie ah.

Haha, so expensive. Next time dont buy so expensive one :)

Its the thought that counts. Luvz.

Im afraid, will you still hurt me like you used to. Tired to always shed

for you. You said you changed, do you?

2010-06-03T18:12:00.002+08:00

Thanks alot to this girl:) POHYUNRU! She have been a great friend all these while.

After some misunderstanding, we are back to square one. Thanks for

being there all these while, giving me advices and encouragement.

Appreciated ya! Loads of laughters with her, NON-STOP :) Enjoyed.

Talk rubbish and craps together, talking jokes. Scolding of each other. ^^

She never fails to make me laugh, thanks so much. So MUCH.

Loveya always, Seeyou tomorrow:) XOXO

2010-05-24T22:07:00.002+08:00

Life have been great, loveya :)

2010-05-15T22:33:00.002+08:00

Pleasure OF LOVE lasts a moment, Pain OF LOVE lasts a lifetime.
The hardest thing to do is watch someone you love, love someone else.
While I was holding on, all you do was to let go.
You hurt me more than what i deserve,I love you more than what you deserve.
How can you be so cruel? Why am i such a fool?
Trying to forget someone you love, is like remembering someone you never met.

So many things are happening at the same time, till i hardly breathe.
But nvm, i've friends with me. Great bunch of friends.
I'm feeling better now, i guess.
Hope you're happier now.

2010-05-11T21:53:00.002+08:00

The moment i wasnt waiting for, had came,
the truth is always so hurtful , isnt it?
Hoping it was a nightmare, hoping everything wasnt true.
This feeling sucks, and it hurts. The feeling i got is undescribable.

What does FAMILY means?
Father

And

Mother

I

Love

You.

2010-04-21T12:11:00.002+08:00

Fucking bitch. Can't you just fuck off
from my life. The sight of you just makes me
puke. When are you going to stop all these?
You are just making a fool out of yourself.
You're just acting BIG. So big size still act big
for what? Look at your LEGS. Omfg.
Forget it, talking to you is a waste of my time.
By talking to you, i scare you spread disease to me.
Just mind your own business ok. I already give in le
hor. Stop poking your nose into someone's business.
Don't push someone to its limit.

I have just wasted 5 minutes just to blog something
for you. So nice right? Fuck off.

Don't think is you, cause is not YOU.

2010-04-17T22:03:00.001+08:00

Long time since i blogged. Nothing to update too.
I miss baby, hope to meet him soon.
I wonder whether he is the same too.
Meeting Jinghui tml! hahaahhaahha

2010-03-16T22:02:00.001+08:00

Why? What happen? Everything so different now.
Izzit gg to end soon? Hais. What i do?

What should i do? I tried my best..

2010-02-18T21:43:00.002+08:00

Here to blog, haha. After a long time.

We got a third in North Zone.

Now is LNY, so short. Not fun, only got 200plus.

I miss you.

2010-02-10T14:54:00.002+08:00

I hate you, i hate your words.
Why you have to say things that hurts me.
You're always hurting me.

Do i deserve all these?

You make me lose confidence in myself. Thanks.
Bye.

2010-02-01T18:51:00.002+08:00

One month just passed like this, damn fast ok.
Went to Town, Bugis and Amk yesterday with baby.
Bought a pair of shoes, that all ~ so fucking crowded.

Yepp, we got into second round. :) Jiayou teammates!
We will try to achieve our targets ok ? hahahah.

Now baby is sleeping. pig siah him. okok, got to go..
Homework time! Ciao. Update soon. Tag me.

Faster come lah idiot, you are getting on my nerves.

2010-01-20T18:35:00.002+08:00

HELLO, I'M BACKKKK.

Frankly speaking, I'm so freaky lazying to blog nowaday.
Haha, cause *SOMEONE wanted to update so here I comes.
A brand new year, Olevel this year. Scary.
More homeworks than last year, until I hardly breathe.
Competition had started too, had our very first match.
We lost to PHS. Nevertheless, we will work hard for the next
two matches. Ok, I'm done with posting.

Now at Baby's house posting, he is sleeping so soundly. HAHA!
Update soon, please tag me. Meeting Darling on saturday ! <3

Leen! Happy? I posted ! hahahaahahhaah.

2009-12-15T22:24:00.002+08:00

I'm backkk.

V lousy today, hopefully tmrw will be better..
Have to wake up early tomorrw, this week is so tiring.
Volleyball volleyball volleyball.

It have been ages since i last saw you.
I realised i'm missing you. ):
What about you?

2009-11-12T06:30:00.003+08:00

We got into the second round, i guess.
School life sucks. Hate to go to sch at this point of time
when everyone is enjoying their holidays. How sucky.

takecare of yourself and sleep early.
Drink water and eat on time. I miss you. Hais. <3

2009-11-02T19:05:00.003+08:00

It've been a while since i update. Whahahah.

Will reply tags later , since im not lazy anymore. Laughs.

No pictures = No updates.

Didnt take much photo nowadays.

Olevels had started, holidays have started.

I got promoted to Sec4Express :D 10th in class! :)

But as for me, i will be going back to school till 20th November.

For Secondary4 preparatory lessons. So bored.

7.45am must reach school everyday.

U16 had also started. Today we have the very first match.

Agianst Anderson Seconday. Won them, 2-1.

Training are going to be tougher, to have more physicals.

North Zone is also coming.

So, Bgirls jiayou. We can do it.

Im going into Holiday mood, dont feel like studying siah.

It is time to enjoy after studying so hard for EOY.

Really happy to see improvements in my Science results.

Shall work hard for Maths.

Thats all. Will update again.

Hope Baby will be free from work :)

Hahaha, loveyou.

2009-10-16T13:58:00.002+08:00

Here to update my rotting blog. Exams are finally over, how great.
Hopefully i get promoted. Baby is working now, this leads to boredom.
Going to take a bath, have lunch and a nap probably. Bye!

Missyou!

2009-09-29T05:46:00.003+08:00

HAPPY 16TH BIRTHDAY, MY DEAREST BABY!

Finally you're 16! I love you to th maxzxz ok.
This few days with you was great! Thanks for whatever
you've done for me. Hope we stay likethis forever.
Enjoy yourself. & may your wishes come true.
ALl the best in whatever you do. Now you can buy
NC16 tickets already! laughs. :D
Seeyou later, mwuaks. Luvsya!

2009-09-26T21:45:00.000+08:00

2009-09-24T05:49:00.002+08:00

HAPPY 2YEARS1MONTH BABYY! :)

How times flies, it have been two years we've been together.
This two years was full of happiness and sadness. We've also been
thru alot of things. I wonder if you still remember today.
I love you.

NEXT UP > BABY's 16th Birthday !

2009-09-16T19:27:00.002+08:00

Hello. Here to update again. I love my phone very very very much. I can go online every now and then. How great is that? Hahahahah.

Currently using my dearly handphone to blog now. I bet i can update regularly. Cause all my pictures are in my phone. I can easily upload them striaght into blogger w/o transfering into my computer. I lovin it. :D

Waiting for macdonald to deliver to baby house. Alright, gona stop here. Update when im free or i got pictures. Heh. Leave me a tag!

2009-09-13T21:27:00.002+08:00

YO everyone. Specially here to update my rotting blog. (:
My blog is seriously rotting like hell, same goes to baby'sblog.
Going to help him update later , heheh. :D

Life is still alright. One week of Holidays doesnt seems like
holidays to me. Went back to school for at least for 3 days.
Volleyball trainings and remedial for Science.
Completed half of my holiday assignments, lazy to touch them.
WHhahaha, school reopen tomorrow. Boredom starts tmrw.
HUIYU! Time to wake up and buck up. EOY is waiting for you.
You got to get promoted to SEC4 EXPRESS !
I hope i can.
Hoping baby could also do well for his Nlevels.

Got to go, just create a twitter account. Sick of plurking already.
Hhahaha, update next time. Leave me a tag.
Missing baby! :D

2009-09-04T05:53:00.003+08:00

Pictures ! Finally got them from darling.

Dint really went out this few days.

I was at school,baby's house or home.

Gotten back report book, failed two subjects.

Ok, got to go.

Off to training. Byexzxz!

Missyou,baby.

2009-09-02T05:54:00.002+08:00

Update my rotting blog soon.
Outing with Darling was awesome.

Shopped awhile @ Causeway.
Bused to Bugis.
Went to Iluma,Bugis Street & Junction.
Had dinner @ Rockery.
Watched 'Orphan'
Home around 10plus.

Will update blog with pictures after Darling had sent me :D

2009-08-24T19:56:00.002+08:00

HAPPY 2 YEAR BABY! <3s

Currently @ Baby's friends's house. Laughs.

Using his friend laptop to blog, as baby is busy playing mahjong.

Hope he win later alright, went to school today.

Luckily time pass quickly. Will be going school tmrw again.

Nothing to blog about, hope our misunderstanding are cleared.

I miss Jinghui darling!

Hope to meet Sister and 2love soon!

Bye, got to go.

Baby, Happy 2year Anniversary. I love you.

2009-08-21T23:28:00.003+08:00

3 More Days.

Fuck life. No matter what i do, how serious the things might
be, you also have no right to treat me this way.
You let me felt embarrased.
I'll never forget, i never want to talk to you again.
Thanks for whatever you've done.

2009-08-19T19:18:00.002+08:00

5 MORE DAYS !

Here to update, September holidays are drawing nearer.
I wonder if we still going for the Vietnam trip. Looking forward :)
I doubt we are going, cause till now still no details yet.

School are still alright, but abit bored eh. No choice.
EOY are also coming real soon, i dont wana get retain.
Gona mug soon. Update soon again. Nothing to blog about.
Bye! Leave me a tag. :D

2009-08-16T00:05:00.003+08:00

Just a simple post.

Simply lazy to blog nowadays, dunno why. (:

Laugh, gona focus on studies now.

I'm missing so many people.

I miss my dearest Baby.

I miss my lovely JinghuiDarling.

I miss my cute Pearlyn2love.

I miss my sweet CynthiaSister.

Didnt get to see them for a long time, shall catch up soon.

Watched 'Where Got Ghost' on friday.

Still ok luhs, some parts are really funny.

But i dont like the ending, like very no link luhh.

I want to watch ' Orphan ' NC16! Sian.

Alrightxzxzzxz, shall stop here.

People please tag, thanks. Lazy to type already.

Gona help my baby update his blog. Bye!

2009-08-09T11:12:00.002+08:00

HAPPY 44th BIRTHDAY SINGAPORE !

Ohmyfuckinggod, it have been sucha long time since
i blogged. Sorry,cause im just plain lazy.
Life have been ok so far, my emotional have been changing
all this while. I dunno what am i up to. Sometimes good, sometimes bad.
So leads to quarrel with baby. Hais, hate stuffs like that.

Meeting 2love later, duno where are we heading to.
Haha, meeting baby tomorrow. :D
Bye, update soon!

Sad to see you change your nick though you told me you wun.
hais, deeply heartbroken. I dont like the feeling of being lied.

2009-07-26T22:32:00.003+08:00

Pictures taken on Friday ! Haha, thanks love for uploading.

Went to Uncle's house today. Had photo shooting and buffet.

Played pool , fun :D 6plus left there, went to look for baby.

Slacked at Semb. Went home around 9.30pm.

Now: waiting for baby to finish baby playing CS. Asshole lah.

Bored, school tomorrow D: Meeting baby tomorrow.

Update soon again, please tag ;D

2009-07-25T01:42:00.002+08:00

HAPPY 1 YEAR & 11 MONTHSARY ! <3

It should be an happy occasion today, but it wasnt.
Seriously deeply hurt by someone whom i love.
I realised how things are so fragile now. It might fall
apart anytime. Which i dont wish to. But i was not
given any chance. I really dunno what can i do.
I wished for so many things. Sighs.
But i really dont wish to quarrel with you again.
I love you, i really do.

Dont really have the mood to blog. Update next time
with pictures. Waiting for Pearlyn to send me :D

2009-07-19T00:01:00.002+08:00

Im so sorry, im so damn lazy to blog.
Was with baby and co, sisters this few days.
Friday, went kbox :D
Today went Sentosa :D
Tomorrow, not sure yett.
&& so many things are happening, unpleasant one.

Update soon, D:
Please tag :D
Iloveyou baby.

2009-07-15T18:54:00.004+08:00

Updated :D

Yeah, so long. Just so plain lazy :x

Done so many things, went bugis for steamboat few days back.

Friday going ktv, Cool :D Looking forward.

School's just so bored ok, tried to stay awake for most lessons.

Haha, hope weekends come fast.

My complexion sucks this few days, many pimples and dark eye rings.

Looked so f damn ugly now. Plus,i cut my fringe. Everything look so

sucks to me. All this please go and stay away from me. Sighs.

Please tag, thanks :D

Loveyou baby, muacks.

2009-07-11T03:31:00.004+08:00

Whoa,it seems long since i last updated.

Sorry,i was so damn super lazy to blog and upload pictures.

School still sucks as usual,mostly was boring lessons.

Haha,would try to upload rest of the pictures soon :D

Today went school. Went to meet Baby after school.

It was raining luhs. Slept awhile at Baby's house.

Damn shag and tired, dunno why.

3plus, went for lunch den Baby's friend house.

10plus, bused home.

Time Check: 03.40 am.

Haven sleep yet, dunno whether should i wait for Baby?

Im hungry now lah. Dumbass.

Meeting Baby later :D I love you muack :x

Tag my blog!

For Cynthia & Jinghui

Jinghui, although no comment for you.

I blogged for you ok. Thanks for all your tags.

Haha, im sorry. I very lazy give comment. :D

Meet up very soon,missyou.

Seeyou soon my dear. Loveya always.

Cynthia, Thanks for being there.

You will always there to cheer me up,give me advices.

I appreciated alot ! :)

Seeyou soon too, Loveya always.

Baby, i love you very much too. Get enough

rest ok. You looked so weak now. Sighs.

Thanks for everything. Muack.

2009-07-06T01:10:00.002+08:00

Just reached home. Helping baby to update his blog.
Haha, he still at his friend house now. Playing Mahjong.
He would be there till morning :D Hope baby win more
money laaaa. Laughs, god bless him ok :)

Went town today, with baby's friend. Nelson and Pearlyn
joined us awhile den went off lerh. Headed to Vivo after that.
8pm trained to Yishun. Went to Baby's friend house awhile
den went ChongPang for dinner. Baby accompanied me to
wait for bus. Reached home around 11pm plus.

Going to sleep real real soon, im so exhausted.
Feeling so cold now, falling sick soon.
Meeting baby tomorrow. Update soon.
Please leave a tag behind, thanks :P

I love baby laaa, seeyou tomorrow. Enjoy your game.
Hope you win, must miss me ok! Laugh, Nights all. ♥

2009-07-05T00:34:00.002+08:00

Meet up with Cynthia at her house. 2plus trained to Smb.
Walked to 313, waited for Sihao den went to Sunplaza.
4plus, baby came. He looked frustrated and irritated.
He ignore me siah, fucking sad one lorh. So many unpleasant
things happening to him all at one time. So sorry baby D:
Accompanied baby go eat den went hilltop. 11pm trained home.

Baby, i will always be there for you whenever you want.
The moment i saw you teared, my heart sank.
I dunno what i can do to make you happy.
All i can do, is stay by you.
I will lend you my ears when you need to.
I will lend you my shoulders when you want to.
Share your troubles with me, i will solve it with you.
I will hold your hands with me, i will walk together with you.
You still have me, to accomapany you.
I just want you to be happy, thats all i want.
I love you dearly. Muacks. :D

PEOPLE TAG TAG TA G !

2009-07-04T09:59:00.002+08:00

Darlinggggggg ♥ ~

School ended pretty fast yesterday. So great.

Went to baby's house, he watched Transformer

while i went to sleep. Laughs.

4plus, went to Sunplaza to find Cynthia and co.

Went for lunch at Mac, Cynthia went off after that.

Went to hilltop after that,baby taught me the basics

of playing pool. So damn difficult laaas. Laughs.

Sing song after that. Baby left around 9plus to Smb Park.

Accompanied Pearlyn to have dinner den went off.

Home sweet home @ 1030pm.

Fucking life, life's so terrible w/o freedom lorh.

Everything also cannot do, fucktards.

I want freedom, i want freedom.

I wanted to go out, baby haven tel me if he's working.

So i not sure, who i gonna meet, baby faster wake up

leh. Im freaking bored now :D

PEOPLE TAG ME!

2009-07-02T22:00:00.003+08:00

This post is dedicated to my dearest baby ♥

As promised, this is for you baby.
I have so many things to say to you, but i just could'nt
say them all out infront of you when you asked me to.
Dunno why, i dont have the courage to say them out.
When i wanted to say them, i felt like crying. D:
I never thought we could patch back, cause you told me
you have no feelings for me already. Im surprised that
you asked for a patch. After patching, we might have
quarrels here and there. But i guess we are still ok now.
I really dont want quarrels over small stuffs with you again
Hope you would keep your words and promises :D
Hopefully we would stay likethis. I know you are trying
hard to make me happy, i can feel. Thanks for everything
baby. I really need you. Luckily i've got you back. I dont
wana lose you again. I already used to, the life with you.
I dont want anyone else, but you. You are the one for me.
I'l be there when you need me. Loving you always, muacks.

2009-07-01T21:47:00.002+08:00

Cynthia Sister! Taken a long time ago. :D

Finally updated :D Will be posting pictures on every post,
cause i have alot. Just uploaded into the computer.
Great, life have been wonderful with baby and sisters.
Sad that holidays has ended. But, im still in holiday mood.
Holidays are so missed. D:

School sucks, bored to hell. Time seems to passed slowly
whenever im in school. Was so listless,just hoping school
would finish earlier and faster, laughs.
Assignments are undone, more are yet to come. Sighs.

Will try to update as frequent as possible. One reason is
because im lazy, one is i dont have the time. People,
please continue to tag me. :D

Thanks baby for acompanying me this few days.
Happy being with baby, he made my day. <3
Tomorrow meeting baby again, haha.
I love baby :D Muackkks :x
Will be meeting Cynthia on friday :D

2009-06-27T17:11:00.005+08:00

Just finished helping my baby to update his blog.

See i so good right, haha. Laughs D:

Currently at baby's house now.

Waiting for my king to wake up, he had slept for so long.

He told me he was very tired, he wana sleep longer.

Laugh, haha. Cause we ton yesterday :D

Went to Hilltop first, was there till 3am plus.

Saw Lihern there, chatted awhile. After that went to

Sunplaza. Slacked and talk cork over that, damn funny.

7plus, accompanied Cynthia to wait for cab. Walked to

Baby's house. Slept at his house.

School gonna starts on Monday. Really sucks siah.

Dont really feel like going back school and study.

It seems so lifeless and boring lei. I haven enjoy finish.

My holiday assignments are like rotting already.

Dont feel like doing :D Laughs.

Time check : 5.25 pm.

My dearest baby is still sleeping like a pig.

Hopefully he wake up soon, im so boring. Sighs.

Loveyou my dear. Muack. :D

Update soon,people please give me a tag.

Thanks pretty much :D

Thanks Cynthia and Jinghui for being there :D

Loveyou alotalot ! ♥♥

2009-06-25T01:31:00.003+08:00

HAPPY 10TH MONTHSARY BABY!
I LOVE YOU.

Was with Sisters,Baby and co this few days.
Haha, how great :D Got happy and sad moments.
Dont wana to elaborate more :x

Meeting baby tomorrow.
Update when free, cause seldom use com.
Was out til night :D

Thanks sister for helping me to update
my plurk. Loveyou and thanks for always
being there for me. Muackies :D <3

People tag tag tag tag me.

2009-06-22T11:18:00.002+08:00

Baby, you really hurt my heart fucking deep.
I dunno what excuse you're going to give me
this time. But i really duno what to do.

I trust you, this is what i get in return?
Maybe im in the wrong , to cause all this to
happen. But im really lost now.
Perhaps, you didnt even change at all.

Fuck life .

2009-06-17T23:17:00.007+08:00

Finally uploaded those photos, which are taken last few days.

Haha, was with Baby and co. Was at Sembawang and Zoo.

Yehhh, seriously enjoyed. :D

We went to Zoo @ only 9bucks. Baby went for interview

and he got the job. He is starting work on Friday.

Sad lah, haha. But baby says that i can always go Zoo find him.

I would be going to camp on Friday too. :D

Perhaps meeting baby,darling,2love next week.

Going for training tomorrow, meeting baby after training.xoxo

To my Dearest Baby!

Sorry for giving you attitude. I know my words always

offended you. Thanks for tolerating me. I know i have

to be understanding. Cause now i know, quitting is nvr easy.

Hope we never quarrel again, not forgetting you are working

on Friday. Dont forget me ok! Love you dearly.

To Dearest 2love. Thanks for being there too.

Thanks for wiping away my tears, and giving me support.

You always helped when we quarrelled.

Now i know i have to be understanding.

Now everything is back on track, hope you and Nelson would be

happy too. Remember, double dates soon. (L) you.

2009-06-16T00:36:00.003+08:00

Missing babylove.

Update when blogger is friendly,
have problems uploading. Fuck.
TAG ME!

2love, CHEER UPPPPPP ! <3

2009-06-15T00:12:00.002+08:00

Back from Sembawang again. Fuck, i super no freedom.

I want to have loads and loads of freedom. I want to

stay out at night, i wanna ton whenever i like.

Why cant you all give me. Im already Sec3.

Somemore, im not even doing bad things outside.

I felt so tied up, so suffocated. Im breathless.

Sorry baby, i know i should'nt have given you attitude.

I know i wrong lerh, Im sorry. Forgive me ok?

Perhaps you dont want meet me so often liao ba,

you're busy with your gym and lion dance. I busy with

my volleyball and camp is coming on.

I missyou, imissyou. Sighs.

Update when i have the mood. Very moodless now.

So many unhappy things happening. I felt so guilty

towards babyyyyy. Hope we would be ok. ):

2009-06-14T01:05:00.002+08:00

HELLO EVERYONE. (:

Came back from Sembawang. Was with baby
the whole day. Tomorrow meeting him again.
Loveyou baby, missyou too.

Update soon ok. Tag me.

2009-06-13T14:46:00.002+08:00

I didnt went for training. ):
I only had three hour of sleep , i was so tired.
I woke up ard 1.30pm, its so damn late already.
Currently @ baby house, he still sleeping.
Update @ night again. (:
People please tag :D

2009-06-13T00:45:00.002+08:00

My birthday finally ended, it seems so fast.
How i hope time could stay longer. )=
I want to accompany my baby longer, imissyou lah.

Today can say, still ok. Enjoyable. Firstly, went to
Baby's house. Called for mac delivery, after that
Baby went to sleep as he was tired. Asshole siah.
Slept straight after eating, damn pig lorhhh.
4plus, he finally woke up. I dunno called him for
how many times already. He kept say, 5 more min.

Trained to BoonLay, went to Jurong point.
Make my birthday cake, damn funny. We decorate
until like shit, no standard one. haha. But so fun.
Baby said it is the ONE&ONLY in Singapore.

Went long john to eat, trained to Choachukang.
Bused to Zoo, wanted to find Wenhui&Nelson
but they knocked off already, lols.
Trained back to Sembawang, Sunplaza.
Ate dinner @ Pastamania.
Slacked til 10 plus, bused home with baby.

Tomorrow having training again, hope it would
be relaxing and slacking. Im so lazy to do all
those physicals, though i know they are useful.
Meeting baby in the morning and on Sunday, i guess so.

Update again tomorrow :D
People please tag, haha.
Thanks to all, for all birthday wishes. xoxo.

2009-06-12T14:23:00.003+08:00

MY BIRTHDAY !, xoxo.

Currently at baby's house (: Ass him.
He is sleeping like a pig, gonna wake him up soon.
Off to jurong point later, have a feast. At night
come back to sembawang again, i think so.

Update tonight or tomorrow.
People tag tag tag me lahhhh.

2009-06-11T23:59:00.001+08:00

MY BIRTHDAY IS HERE.
HAPPY 15TH BIRTHDAY TO ME!

Haha, meeting baby tomorrow. (:

Thanks to all, for your wishings(:

2009-06-11T23:46:00.000+08:00

MY BIRTHDAY IS COMING REAL SOON!
UPDATE SOON.
PLEASE TAG, TAG TAG ME!

2009-06-10T23:19:00.005+08:00

FINALLY !!! A post .... WITH PICTURES ! :D

More pictures coming up. Dont want post so many

first. If not no pictures to post liao. Hahs :D

Monday+Tuesday

Meet baby, tonned. Lol, with wenhui too.

Slacked around, talk rubbish. Morning 6 plus,

they played Truth OR Dare. Damn funny.

7 go baby house sleep til 3 plus. Baby 6 plus

den woke up. Ass him. 7 plus went out to find

baby's friend. Den at night, got problem. Went

home after that. (:

Today meet baby again. 12 reach his house. He

still want to sleep. Very pig lorh him. :D

2 plus went to his grandmother house. Ate there.

6 plus go Bukit batok, 7 plus trained to Semb.

Slacked there, went home at ard 9 plus.

Training tomorrow ! Meeting Caiyun for breakfast.

Update tomorrow or whattttt, :D

My birthday is coming ! FRIDAYYYYY !

Babyy, although this few day , we have some small tiffs.

Not long after, we also ok liao. Hope we can be happy ok.

Missyou asshole. You see liao den tag me okay. Nb.

Hope you keep your words, dont make me disappointed again

okayy. I really want to last with you too. (: I know you're trying to

change. But i see you talk to girl or what, i felt so uneasy. ):

Hope we never quarrel again. Hais. Make me trust you ok?

People . TAG ME ! TAG ME ! TAG ME ! (:

2009-06-09T15:59:00.001+08:00

Update later or soon!
Im tired, ilove baby! (:

TAG ME TAG ME !

2009-06-06T22:46:00.003+08:00

I miss you lahhh ! Asshole.

Training today was ok, physical was less and training is not tough.
This is what i want. Lols, great day today ! (:
But still, i was still tired. My eyes are closing soon, and my body aches.

After training, went Sunplaza for lunch. Find baby after that.
Went baby's house to bath, cause very sweaty and hot.
Went to meet baby's friend. Go slacked, 9pm went home.

Meeting dearest tomorrow. (L) Im happy with my life now.
Hope things will stay as it is now. Hahahs. (:
Peoplepeople, please tag tag tag me. :D

Thanks for whatever you've done. (: Loveyou baby.

2009-06-05T22:29:00.003+08:00

MIRACLES do happens ! Trust me.
We patched back lerhs. :D
I thought we could only be brother and sister.
Hahahas, lols.
Just came back from sembawang,sunplaza
Was with baby and co. Slack there.
9pm, bused home with cheeguan.

Training tomorrow again, tired.
Meeting leen tomorrow :D
Hopefully there will be less physical training.
Update soon, with pictures too.
PLEASE TAG PLEASE TAGGGG !

Hope you will keep your word, dont let me disappointed
and sad again. I dont want history to repeat again.
I hate those memories, they suck. Hope we never quarrel
over girls again. Lol. Keep your promise lah! Asshole.
Loveyou.

2009-06-04T08:10:00.002+08:00

Time check : 8.11am.
Im feeling so terrible, My tummy hurts alot lahh.
That's why i woke up so early. Damn.
So fucking pain lah, from yesterday til now siah.

Still got training later, wth. Hopefully it wun hurt later.
Lols, going to prepare for training liao.
Update later or soon !
TAG ME , TAG ME, TAGG ME !!

2009-06-03T22:56:00.002+08:00

Life have been okay so far. Hope it continues like this or
even happier. Haha, lols. :D Hopefully it will.
Nowaday, is going to training and going out. So fun.
So many laughter with leen ! (: Enjoyable.

So many things came together now. I really duno what to
do siah. So confusing. Its so hard to make a decision.
I really scare of getting hurt again, and hate to be lied.
I dont want you to make empty promises again.
You say you will not make me upset again, will you really do it?

Tomorrow meeting leen for breakfast, training after that.
Going out with her after training. (:
Update soon.
PEOPLE PLEASE TAG, WHOEVER IT IS. lols.

2009-05-30T07:35:00.003+08:00

Yo everyone.
Thanks for all your tags, i promise i will be strong ok.
I will definitely pull through this. So must continue to tag ok?
Whahahhahaa, thanks ( :

Yesterday went bugis with leen and esther, 5 plus bused to sembawang.
Leen and me go find darrel they all, slackslack at blk 400+ there.
8 plus bused back to sunplaza to meet xingying,binghua and ouyang.
10 plus bused home with leen. (: Reach home, ard 1040pm.

Training today, meeting leen and xingying they all for breakfast.
See later who boxim ! Hahhhaaa. After training should also be meeting them.
Update later or tomorrow.

13 more days to my birthday ! excited. 14 more days to xingying birthday!
( happy happy*)

I want to thank them sincerely for cheering me up, asking me not to be sad
and stay w me for this period of time,they make me feel that there are still people
who cares about me.

LEEN,Esther, Lihern,Mr Gwee,Yingying
Jinghui,Cynthia,Shuhui,Ahting,Joanne,Xingying.

There are still alot of people, i forget alr. haha. ( Sorry if i missed out you)*

2009-05-29T05:43:00.002+08:00

School was alright, after school went to leen's house
awhile den went to training. Training was still ok,
i always hurt my knee and elbow. Pain pain pain.

Bused home, watch tv den sleep lerhs.

I know it would be difficult, it is a challenge for me.
Jiayou huiyu !

Hope you would ...
Kiss me and said that you love me.
Hug me and say that you need me.
Hold my hand and say you would never let go.

It is impossible now, i guess.
Stop crying lah huiyu, crying doesnt solve anything.

2009-05-27T22:26:00.005+08:00

Heartbroken.

Why does heaven likes to make sport of people?
Why does things come after one another, and never
stop coming. I hate life now,seriously.

Just a period of one month, can change so many things.
From good things all to bad things?
Izzit , this is the way my life would be like?
My birthday is coming soon, i dont want be so sad.
But i've no choice. Help meeeeee !

Cried for the whole day, tears kept rolling down.
My eyes are now swollen and very tired.
Its so hard, i should be taking it easy. Why can't i?

Will miracles happen? Would my hopes be shattered?
What to do now, I'm really lost. I am so confused.
I dont wana get hurt again, im scare. Im tired of lies.
Would you become the past again?
I know you wun, sighs.

Someone told me, when it is lost, it is hard to find it back.
Its yours is yours, is your fate. You cant change it. So,you should move on.

Things are easy to say, but it is difficult to do.
Will time heal everything?
I find it hard not to contact you, izzit i have already used to you.
Im not used to the life w/o you. I felt so imcomplete.
I really hope you could at least treat me better... Sighs..

Hope that would be miracles.
I want you.

2009-05-26T20:32:00.003+08:00

Firstly i am happy. (:
You know i know uh!!. Winks*
1 week, (Smile,smile.)
SECRETTTTT !
HAHAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHHA , FINALLLYYYY!

Secondly, im also very upset.
Sighs, someone teach me how to do?
Im so confused now.
I've so many things to say, so many things to rant.
Who'll be there to listen, lend me a shoulder to lean?

Getting report tomorrow, hoping tomorrow would be a
very happy day for me. Training today was ok. Got hurted,
here and there. Fingers, Elbow, knee. So painful larhs.
Update soon, with photos( if available) And Lastly....
TAG TAG TAG TAG MEEEEEEEEEEEEE !

2009-05-23T22:46:00.003+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY MUMMYYY !!! <3

Went to causeway with cousin,shop shop around den went
her house. Used com,chat. 10 plus bused home.
Tomorrow meeting brother. Update when free. People please
tag me. Ahahas.
Hope you will be fine on monday, so enjoy yourself tomorrow (:
Take loads of care larh you. Hah.

2009-05-23T08:22:00.004+08:00

Exams are finally over.

My birthday coming soon lea. Happy*

Doesnt do very well for MY paper, failed two subjects.

But im proud of my POA. Haha.

Next mondays onwards, school ends at 1230pm. So cool.

Because of the H1N1 thing.

Probably going vietnam this june holidays.

So many exciting events coming up la,great.

Need alot of money also lor, haha (:

I would try my best,to make you happy.

2009-05-18T22:32:00.001+08:00

Reality hurts.
I know i should be happy, why i cant?
Why you can take it as nothing as happen?

Really hope to sleep and never wakes up.

2009-05-18T20:25:00.002+08:00

I hate everything ! Everything.
My heart is no longer beating, can someone just kill me anot.
I really hate life im tired of life.
You are happy, what about me?
My life was never happy. You've your friends. Who i have?
Why you always never think of my feelings?
Dont you think is unfair to me?
I really duno what to know. I only know my heart hurts alot.

If one day, im no longer around. Please takecare of yourself.
Cause i know, we would never be together anymore.

2009-05-17T21:17:00.003+08:00

REALLY VERY FUCK SIAHH!!

Hope to get over you soon.
But some things are just so hard.
Fuck, why! Why everything bad is always happening to me.
I hate everything. Im real tired already.
Why forgetting someone is so damn hard?
What should i do? Anyone help me.
Will miracles happen? Im so confused lah.
Wait or what? Walao eh, fucking life.

Went out today with darlingggg. Chatted alot too.
I've no mood to post already. Love darling.
I felt like crying all the time. I know i gotta to be strong.
Sighs. I miss everything.

2009-05-16T00:10:00.001+08:00

We 've break already. (:
We are now very good brother and sister.
Haha, perhaps would be more happy.

Dont worry about me. I willbe fine. (:

2009-05-10T19:40:00.001+08:00

Hope we'll be fine soon.

2009-05-08T21:28:00.003+08:00

Finally my com is back.
Give me a break from everything ok.
I feels so tired, dont feel like caring anymore.

MORE HOPES, MORE DISAPPOINTMENTS?
I dont wana be hurt anymore.
I trust you, dont make me heart-broken anymore.

2009-05-04T17:34:00.001+08:00

Update blog soon.
Internet is down.
MYE IS COMINGGGGGGG.
Haven revise yet, die...

2009-04-27T19:39:00.003+08:00

I really dont wana lose youu..
I really dont wana give up..
I really cares for you..
I really love you..

Now, things seems like so worst.
Can we go back to the past?
Can you let me trust you again?
I know everything is changing, including your love for me.
Hais, what can i do now?
Tell me you still love me.

Please dont leave me alone,
cause i've no one else.

2009-04-19T00:53:00.001+08:00

Someone can give me some painkillers ok?
UNDESCRIBABLE FEELING.
Life seriously suck, nothing is going well for me.

2009-04-13T21:24:00.001+08:00

Feeling sick today, damn super tired.
Update a proper one soon, im lazy. :x
Teevee time ! xoxo.
Lovesyou.

Training tomorrow, hope it will be relaxing.

2009-04-10T22:45:00.003+08:00

Sighs, so many things going thru my mind now.
I guess i know what to do next.
Really hope to sleep and never wakes up.
Maybe things are better this way.

Didnt meet today, cause it was raining heavily.
Rotting at home like nobody business.
So boring and so lifeless.

Training tomorrow at 8.30am.
After that , maybe meeting him barh.
Leave a tag behind, thanks.

I swear i miss you tons.

2009-04-09T23:28:00.001+08:00

Now waiting for baby to go home.
Seems like he would get home v late.
Hais, so boringgggggggggggggg..........
Update soon and with pictures,

2009-04-05T22:03:00.003+08:00

Didnt manage to meet baby todayyy..
he was not feeling well. Get well soon baby.
Was at home for the whole day, so boring.

Feeling so weird, dunno why.
My heart is missing you, every part of you.
Seeyou tomorrow, my dear.

2009-04-04T20:51:00.005+08:00

Today is a tiring day. (: So fast, weekend is here again.

This week ended so fast, real fast. Haha, how great.
Training today, still ok. Ended arnd 5, went for dinner.

Went back home after that.

So boring now, baby is at his grandparents house.

Meeting him tomorrow. Loveyou (:

Update soon, people please tag.

Thanks.

2009-03-31T20:53:00.006+08:00

HELLO EVVERYBODY !!!

Here to update blog again (:

I've seriously enjoyed myself alot this few days.

Especially with my dearest baby, and not forgetting

My Lovely Darlingg <3. (:

I've loads of pictures to upload. Will post them each time

i blog. Will post some today. Keep visiting :)

All taken with Darling, when we went out that day.

I would like to start with what happened on last sunday.

Actually meeting baby, but he say he going out with parents

to cemetry. I finally meet my lovely darling. We've a very

enjoyable night. We only met each other 4 or 5 plus in the

late afternoon, cause it was raining so heavily. We had our

dinner at Mos, chatted alot too. Took alot of photos, over 100

i think so. Was so hilarious, seriously. Some of the photos was

really ugly and funny and we laughed at it. Haha (:

Went home at 9 , hope to meet her agian soon. Loveyou (:

School again, but this time baby didnt went school.

He overslept, after school meet baby. Accompany

him to cut his hair and have lunch at 313.

We've finally solved our misunderstanding and we're so

happy now. Reach home around 9.

Today, time in school seems very fast to past. Training today,

still okay. Vomitted, cause i guess i eat too full and went on

doing physical. Haha. nevertheless, training still've to go on.

Released at 7, wash up and coach drove me home. (:

Tomorrow will be another way, meeting baby after school.

Update again soon. Remember to tag when viewing. Thanks (:

Love baby! Missyou!

2009-03-29T00:04:00.003+08:00

In a world of mine, whereby no people understands
and cares for me..
A place where nobody loves you,
their words are so hurtful that makes your heart bleed.
a spot where im alone, crying.
Even if i cry, people still wun pity you.
Nobody will ever care what you are doing.
Cause im always never in their eyes.
Im only have my myself.
How i wish, things are still like before.
Whereby my world is always full of colours, never alone.
I didnt even had to cry.
But one thing for sure is..... I cant go, I still love you.

2009-03-28T20:19:00.002+08:00

ANGHUIYU , please wake up now , think of what
is happening to you this few days.

&&& My answer is i really duno. Really not sure.
I really duno what is going on with me. Hais.
Perhaps is all after that incident that caused me to changed
so much. Maybe....

(L) YOU!

2009-03-23T21:45:00.004+08:00

Today is probably the SADDEST day for me in March.

I seems to lose my directions.....
I am really really really very disappointed
and really really really very upset.
Nothing can describe my feeling.
Who can lend me a shoulder to cry on?

YOU REALLY HURT ME,
& you duunno your words hurt me the most.

2009-03-22T21:24:00.003+08:00

Went out with dearest. Fetch my brother
from teckwhye with my sister. Took alot of pics.

After that den meet baby on train.
Train to Habourfront, shopped and ate there.
6 den bused back to Woodlands. Ate MOS (:
Baby den sent me home.

Tomorrow's school again. Luckily i have completed
some of the homeworks. Meeting baby again tomorrow.

Alot of pictures to upload. Cant upload. Damn blogger.
Upload next time. (:

2009-03-21T22:02:00.002+08:00

YOYOYOYOYOYO EVERYONE!
Here to update again. Lazy to update, lol.
Life is great but school is reopening soon.
One week just pass by so so so quickly.
I still haven rest enough lor, sighs.
I just wish that holidays can last longer.
Training today was still okay , hees.
Baby sleep until like pig lor, 4 plus den wake up.
PRO HOR? No one can sleep like him. WHahahahahxz.

Tomorrow meeting my dearest again.
Buttttt, where to go is a question. Perhaps vivo.
Haha, Love you baby. Miss you too.
My post is definitely longer and better than yours.
I good hor, donkey? =) p/s dont angry uh.
I know you wun.... Seeyou tomorrow.

I just see thru my holidays assignments.
I can tell you is ALOT !
Im just plain lazy to do lehhhh, sighs.
Teachers are really torturing us.
Hopefully i can do some by tomorrow. hee.

BYE ! Update again soon as i can. (:
Hope to catch Coming Soon ! But it is nc16.
What can i do? Haha, please tag tag tag!

2009-03-18T13:27:00.002+08:00

Here to updatez again (:
Meeting my baby later for movieeeeeee.
Haha, hopefully we will enjoyyyyy.
Baby, mos uh friday? hahahaah.

Training tomorrow.
And and and , homeworks are undone.
So many many.

Love B !

2009-03-15T21:30:00.002+08:00

MY BABY !!! Luvvvvvvvvv, taken on last friday (:(:

Long overdue pictures with sister . xoxo

Life've been fine recently. Went to cityhall today, so so so many people.

So cramped, omfg. Mrt station was also packed with a lot of people.

Went bugis, went topman buy baby's shirt and went to street to buy my

clothes. Baby bought it for me, thanks dear. Love ya as always. (:

Hopefully everything will be alright from now onwards.

Tomorrow having training at 11.30 am. Meetings teammates for breakfast

tomorrow. It've been a long time since we get together. So, update tomorrow

again with baby! Please tag !

2009-03-09T22:05:00.003+08:00

PICTURES SOON !
Lazy to upload. Haha!

School was alright today, but it rained so heavily.
Meet baby after school, crapped, talked, played.
So fun, he so bad. Kept tickle me. After that do
Asknlearn. 7 plus slept awhile til his father came back.
Had dinner, watched tv and 9 went home.

Tired now, going to sleep soon. Love baby! miss him.
Volleyball tomorrow. Takecare peeps and please tag!

2009-03-07T00:12:00.004+08:00

Seriously, im veryveryvery sad.
I really dunno what t do now.
Nothing can describe my feelings now.
Im so fucking hurt.
Is it all fated? Hais.
Are things meant to be this way?
Or are things going to stay this way...
I dont know........ fuck life.

From now onwards, i told myself to be strong.
Never never never let myself to cry again.
''Crying doesnt do any help'', he said.
I cried because im fucking sad and you dont give a damn to it.
FORGET IT! Im tired of crying all the time.
Waiting for you to msg me , im just waiting waiting.

ANGHUIYU! BE STRONG!!!. You only've yourself.

2009-03-05T21:55:00.002+08:00

Watched the Pink Panther 2 yesterday. Okok, but
baby say not very funny. Haha, enjoyed with him.

Training today, still ok. Tired. Tomorrow meeting
baby den go for Achievement day. Update soon.
TAGTAGTAG!

Love you baby!

2009-02-28T21:21:00.003+08:00

YESTERDAY IS ........
A VERY VERY SAD DAY !

We've quarrelled again yesterday.
Seriously i do not know what to do anymore.
You said im not giving you freedom, do you know
how sad im when you said that. Hais. Whatever it
is, have been solved yesterday night. Dont wish to
mention it again. Hais. I just think you dont care for
me as much as before. Veryveryvery sad.

Went training today, after doing physical, i felt so dizzy
and very weak. Dunno why, after that ok lerhs. (:
Training ends around 4 plus. Went Sunplaza for dinner.
7 plus bused home. Baby is at his friend's grandfather house.
Waiting for him to msg me, will him?

And just now, i finally think of my birthday wish. Although it
is sort of early. But it is the one and only birthday wish i wish for.
And hopefully someone will help me fufil. Will you grant my wish?
I just wish that you can study hard and be well-behaved in school
, pass your Nlevels succesfully and go into your desire ITE and get into the
course you wanted. Just do it for the sake of yourself and future.
Will you?

Will things still like before?

2009-02-23T21:45:00.002+08:00

HAPPY 15th BIRTHDAY TANLIHERN !!!

You see i so nice, blogged for you. As promised! Heeee.
Hope you enjoy your birthday and stay happy .

YES ! Tomorrow is my 1 year and 6 months with baby!
I love him loads. Hope t enjoy with him tomorrow.
Dont sad alreadyyyyy baby, dont forget im always here for you!

Im feeling real tired now. Shall turn in soon.
Updatez tomorrow. People,please tag. (: Thankyous.

2009-02-18T21:41:00.004+08:00

Seiously i love my life NOW ! It've been so great.

With baby beside me motivate me. I am contented.

We always have loads of fun together. Laughing and

teasing each other. Haha, we still have loads to share.

Love to chat with you ! FRIDAY !

Studies still alright, training sometimes could be some sort

of boring now. Haha, alot of tests nowaday. STRESS.

I didnt revise at all man. Tired and lazyyyyy.

I really dont wish to take part in the sports event. I dont feel

like running. But i dont wanna disappoint them? What should i do?

I know they believe i can do it but i guess i cant .... Sighs.

Sweetheart is loved too! Meeting her tomorrow.

Miss baby alot!

2009-02-08T21:26:00.013+08:00

Well these are the photos that i didnt upload last time.

And some of it is taken these few days. (:

Went out with baby today. Went Jurong point.

Both of us didnt enjoyed at all... Hais.

Hope when we meet tomorrow it will be a enjoyable one.

My leg still hurts like fuck. Hopefully it recover quickly.

As i know, tuesday CONFIRM got Physical.

I need to drink more 100plus. Haha.

Please continue tagging.

Baby update your blog ok! (L)oves you.(: