morning went out to meet

yvonne , train-ed to semb.

walked to blk 334 for breakfast.

8 plus den walked to school.

reached school , found out that

today is outdoor training ):

the sun is blazing hot in th morning,

i think i got sunburn ehs ]:

we will be having outdoor training

till 13 th november. so long larhs.

i dont want turn black , no choice

touranment is coming. must train well.

today training were alrights , morning

trained awhile den raining . went to

gym room after dat den do loads of

physical . hopefully no muscle cramps tml.

after training , coach treated us sakae sushi.

soso lor th food. melvin working there den

we all keep disiao him . so funny xD

after eating, den went to gelare to buy ice-cream.

coach , a bigbig thanks.

after dat go meet baby.

7 pm , bus-ed home .

hais , i really dont want to

see that happen.

people around me ; is slowly

breaking off with their stead one

by one . i really do feel upset.

hopefully baby & me wun (:

hais , i noe i cant do anything .

if you need a shoulder , i will be there.

I PROMISE [:

label : hope that day never comes.

morning wake up , go get ready.

meet teammates @ 1o am , at

causeway 7-11 [: sorrys , im late.

luckily im not th only one who's late.

hah , reach there saw yvonne & christine.

went down to buy bubbletea , kinda weird

ehs , so early drink bubbletea hahhh[:

later on , yongen&esther reach.

went off to buy stuffs , leen came join us.

awhile later yingteng reach den we

went off to interchange to take 969 to

tampines. about 1hr reach? take bus 23

to temasek poly. its so big cans. walked

to th sports complex . got three seperated

courts . one for girls , one for boys th last

one for others purposes . BGIRLS won ,

BBOYS too . i hope CGIRLS & CBOYS

can do th same too. hah[: 3 plus finished.

bus-ed to bedok interchange . had lunch there.

took bus 168 back to woodlands , a double

decker bus . nice larhs . 1 hr reach woodlands

den train-ed to sembawang den to baby house.

baby send me home , bus-ed home .

reach home at 8 pm . i feeling sick larhs.

headache . feeling terrible .

i want to go TRAINING tml , hopefully i can

make it tomorrow . tml wearing new jerseys.

looks like a soccer goalkeeper? orange with black.

off to sleep now. im dead beat.

nights.

i really feeling very xinku.

i hope not to born in this world.

seriously , im tired of living.

im dead.

label : im dead ; life suckkkkkkkks.

a long and tired day .

stay at home til 3 plus.

went t causeway , wanted to

repair my sis handphone.

wth , so long ehs , i decided not

to wait anymoree . bus-ed to

yongen house downstair.

wait-ed for yingling , den went

up together . 5 plus den yongen's

dad drove us to sembawang

blk 588a . waited for fire to start.

awhile later den start barbeque-ing.

have loads of food , til im damn full.

after dat , darrel ride me on bicycle.

thanks(: later on , yvonne ride me.

we take turns , after dat i ride yvonne.

i hurt my toes larhs[: paiinnfuul );

8 plus den we walked to sunplaza ,

train-ed home. 9 plus reach home.

tml gg to temasek poly to watch seniors'

tournament ; U16 . all the best.

label : baby , get well soon. rest well.

yesterday went t cynthia chalet.

overall were okays . her family

was friendly & humour xD.

nice food over there , when

cynthia's friends come , she went

t entertain them . left me & baby alone.

lalalas ~ nevermind. 8 plus den bus-ed

to tampines den train-ed back home.

later maybe gg to bbq.

label : i tried my best ; & im not gg to care anymore.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY CYNTHIA(:

girl , stay pretty & cute.

seeyou later ;D

long time since i last blogged.

didnt went to training , as i

wanted to go for chalet ehs [:

sorry mr gwee ]:

i didnt meant it.

i noe im in wrong. i think will be

getting our jersey today .

teammates , i promise to turn up

on tuesday for our training .

last day of school yesterday ,

wanted to have haircut but in

the end , didnt not . went to causeway

to buy cynthia pressie .

8 plus reach home .

label : im sorry.

training today.

overall okays.

yeaa, mr gwee says my spiking

improved & my xiao shou not bad.

so happy larhs ,i must keep it up.

i want t improve on my volleyball

skills . i really want ~

staying at home tml.

do homework .

label: keep it up[:

went out wid yongping(:

we went t several places.

went t cwp , AMK Hub , bugis

den lastly to vivo .

went all this places to find

spongebob & patrick keychain .

sadly cant find . anyone noe whr

to get it ? 6 plus reach home .

i hope tmr's training will be fun[:

label : perfect is hard.

hees , no school today.

later going out with

yongping&christine .

tmr volleybal training.

my post shall end here (:

imissjinghuuuuui ):

label : its difficult.

results are released , i didnt as well as i could.

alot of Bs & Cs , not at least a A? haiz , i really

blame myself larhs. nevermind , what have been

done , cant be undone . so all i have to do is to wait

to be promoted to two express next year .

things are not going to be the same anymore.

ihatelife . it suckkkkkkkkkks ]:

now full concentration on volleyball.

tourament is coming , i want to be

in top 4 national next year. team , we

can do it, lets make it happen .

heard frm mr gwee that the volleyball

chalet is on the 20th november .

& it clashed with the CCA leader camp.

i duno what to do larhs]:

Tueday , 16 october 2007

volleyball training was alright.

have loads of laughter yeas.

training ends , went to sunplaza

den went homeeeee ~

Wednesday , 17 october 2007

mental skills training

was cancelled th very late minute.

went to baby house awhile den went

to canberra park to meet leen they all.

played volleyball with xingying&yongen.

awhile later , they all went home , left me

all alone larhs]: went to find poh& friends.

after dat went to her house. used com.

lalalas , went to meet yp den went to kfc.

wanted to go home but it rain so heavily larhs.

guanting take cab take us to bus stop .

reach home find out that the internet is not

working den go lie on the bed & think alot of

things. Ihatethisfeeling. Ihatethisfeeling.

sorrry baby , i didnt meant it . really sorry.

label :how i wish i am a bird.

went to orchard wid baby , yp & guanting.

orchard was so big larhh [: the road never

ends . haha. walk here walk there . so tiring

larhs[: somemore it is still raining luhs `

awhile later we decided to grab something

to eat , went to kfc. guanting treat me luhs. thanks[:

dint manage to buy anything cause

things were pretty enpensive lurhs [: the

things in bugis were much more cheaper.

jalan jalan , about 6plus den train-ed home.

lalalas ~ im so tired . im gg to have a early sleep

today . results are out tomorrow. haiz .

training tommorrow.

label: i need a break[:

bring my bro go grandma house .

went t cousin house first den

take bus to grandma house .

after that , meet jinghui at cwp.

imissher cans. sho long never

go out with her lerhhs :DDD

have sho much fun&laughter

with her larhhhs :DD

i have a wonderful time with

her larhs(: next time go out

together again okayy [:

heehee , ilovejinghui (:

label : & yea ; memories will last & things will stay ;D

morning wake up not long ago,

yongping called me .

meet her at 11 with , huimin ,

christine & meiting .

den went off to bugis .

bugis street did changed yea.

i wanted to buy the purple with

black stripe but cant manage to

find . haiz . so sad larhs ! ):

at last bought two tees @ $6 each.

have a nice chat wid yongping just

now in msn . we share alot of things.

& alot of secrets too (: i really felt

lots more better after telling out all

th things that have been in my heart

all this long . i feel so good larhs !

yongping i loveeeyou many larhs(:

label : the feeling is just good.

&&& yeaa(:
EOY finally get out of my mind.
no more stress , no more worries
for the time beinggg & i love it now.
results will be out next week . haiz
i noe i will fail my science ; chemistry ):
its so hard larhhs. i only understand some
of th questions . others were like so unknown
to me . i just have to depend on my physics now.


today volleyball training were a disaster yea?
everybody is like ?!?! haiz. i really duno what to
say larhs . i just noe th team just cant get together
as one . the bonding we used to have , is not there.
i just want th team to hold onnnnn~
i agree everybody in th team have different thinking,
just say it out and we will solve it together as a TEAM.

We are a T.E.A.M (: There's everyone and me .

& th passion tht never dies , 1 team 1 destiny .

we will be there for each other always , no matter wad ,

we are still a team . what you did will affect others .

spare a thoughts for us yeahs ? we did not blame you,

cause we noe you not in good mood and was feeling down.

& we know you did not played well today . overall did we

blame you ? As a TEAM , we noe how to be understanding

towards each other . & i noe we can do it , the bonding will

come back real soon . TEAM SPIRIT IS ALL I WANTED.

thanks mr gwee(: you will always be there.

got a long weekends luhs ~

i find life is getting bored each day by each day.

how i wish i was not born in this world.

im really very tired . really very tired.

i guess i could not hold it any longer .

i need someone to be there with me.

Label : be there for me.