Went to school, english was boring.
After all, still alright. Went for remedial
after school. Went to training ard 4 plus.
Played so lousy lahh today, dunno why.
Coach say, ask me jump higher den got chance.
I told him, i be reserve better. HAHA.
After training, went to Sunplaza to buy thing.
Bused home after that. Chatted w baby on phone.
IMISSHIM.


Sorry baby, i really dont meant it in e afternoon.
I really need you, deep down in my heart.
Iloveyouu...

Used to be.. not for now.
Screw out my brain.
What should i do? Did i change?
What happen? Suddenly, i felt im not me anymore.
Am i used to be? Idiot, i really duno.
WHAT IS HAPPENING, what is wrong w me?
What is my problem? Cant figure out..
IHATEYOU , where were you?
I think the old me, never comes back.
Tell me what t do, im lost.
Help me.


Im sorry, dont blame me.
I dont meant to.

I needyou.

So tired, how i wish dont need t go school.
School is really boring, maths question are so
difficult. I understand in class. But at home, when
doing homework, i realy cant do the sum. Ass, hopefully
can pass the test on wednesday (:
Assembly were alright, but a little not interesting.
Went for lunch w teammates, went to the hall to
take weights. 3 plus, went to meet baby.
Accompany him go eat his late lunch, bused to marsiling.
Went to have something den went to slacked..
7 plus, went for dinner. Chatted awhile, baby sent me home.

Tomorrow going for rememdial den to training.
Hope training will be fun.
Imissbaby.

Christine: YO! Thanks, maybe not libero already. Lol.
Leen: BAOBEII ! <33
Baby: HEHE , handsome. Thanks. MUack.

Woke up in the morning , bathed.
Called baby, meet up w baby at woodlands.
Have our lunch at Causeway, bused to Bugis.
Shopped and walked around, bused back to
woodlands around 4plus. Reach woodland, went
home awhile den go house downstairs. Have
dinner w baby den go slacked awhile.
8pm , baby walked me home. (:

Boring, school starting tml. -.-
i want to sleep long hours everyday.


BABY , you have done it ! Im proud of you.
Probably meeting baby tml.
I<3U

Meet up w Yongen in the morning.
Buy breakfast den walked t schl.
Training overall still okayy.
Training ended around 5 plus,
went to kfc for dinner.
Bused home after that.

Tody baby having his competition.
Wish him good luck and all the best.
Baby, jiayou jiayou jiayou yeh.
you can de alright. Hope t hear good
news from you. Loves.

Dearest Jinghui darlinggg, cheer up soon yeh.
Stay happy, Call or msg me if you need me.
The darling i knew is strong. Be strong yeh.

Jocelyn, sister imyt (:
Sarah, (: ME TOO <3
Pearlyn, Aiai, Thanks. I will derh.

HAPPY 11TH MONTH BABY ! (:

Back training from training. HAHAHAHA
A tired day of course , just completed my homework.
after school, have lunch w baby. He sent me to sch
after that. Training as usual. 7 plus released, bused
home with leen and yongen. Many things happened...

Sorry teacher..
We dont meant t hurt youu.

aHhemmx ; THANKS ALOT. You are?
Yingxuan ; relink you soon babe (:
BABY ; Thanks for being there (: Iloveyou plenty.
Leen ; thanks baobeii. you also uh. <3
Jinghui ; DARLINGG , hope you are fine.
Yongping ; Yeah, (:
Jv ; thanks for your encouragement.
Jansen ; Haha. Link you soon (:

TIRED TIRED TIRED.
I WANT SLEEP 24 hours a day.
Went to school , still okay lahh.
After school, meet babyyy.
Have fun w him . Wanna fetch my brother.
Last min, ask my sis go fetch. haha.
HAve a v v v long chat w baby. We digged our
past out. HAHAHA. Funny.


HAPPY ADVANCE 11th MONTH T BABY !!
ILOVEYOU!

Frankly , nothing can describe my feeling now.
Why i can console others but not myself?
Where is my friends when i need them the most ?
Instead i got neglected ? or( pangseh? )
Does you all really treat me as your friend ?
When you need me , come to me. Dont need me just
throw me aside. Im sorry , i dont need you this type
of friends. I seriously dont mind losing you all.
Do i really have friends? Sighs.

& baby , you seriously hurt me too. Your words really
hurts. It broke my dearest heart. You said you will be
there. But i no longer can sense that you are there for me.
Am I just important like you said ?
You explain everything to me , & I understand. So dont worry.
Im alright now. After posting , i felt much better.
Nevermind , now things are over. Forgive and Forget.

Tears are rolling on my cheeks. ):

Tomorrow not going for volleyball , going to S'pore discovery
center til 6 plus. AFter that should be meeting baby for dinner.
Now baby is busy w his stuffs. Be careful alright. ILOVEYOU!

Today daddy woke up so late. He 2 plus
den leave the house. So i meet baby at
a later time. He came to find me first
den we went to causeway. Walked and shopped
around. Bought some things den bused to
AMK hub. Walk walk around , went mac awhile.
After that , bused back to Woodlands.
Reach woodlands , went 7-11 to buy thing for
my brother. Baby sent me home.

Tomorrow going to school agian. Really v tired
t go schl. So early wake up -.- . I want t sleep
more. Stupid school.

Tml probably meeting baby. (:
I dont wanna lose you , i need you.

Yesterday , meet baby. Went for late lunch ard 4 plus.
5 plus , baby accompanied me go find Yongen they all
den baby went off for his lion dance training. Went into
the pe room. Switch on the com , watch youtube.
Watch ghost video , Leen they all scream like siao. (:
7 plus , went to have dinner w Mr Gwee. Thanks for the treat.
9 plus bused home.

Today morning meet Yongen for breakfast. Went amiralty.
Finish eating den bused t schl. Training after that.
5 plus released , went to sunplaza. Bused home after that.

Yeah . the position we wanted t play , we need to get it ourselves.
depend on yourself . I will train hard.
Hope Someone* would not regret the choice he made.
Dont say . Hai , i should not have put this person in e team.

I swear I still love you like before.
I swear I will train hard.
I swear I will save money soon.

Baby , how long will we lasts ?
You never scold , you never yell at me in the past.
Does I still matters ? Am i still important t you?
Perhaps , all is my fault.
I still love you as before. <3>

Did I change ? Did I change ? Did I change ?
Did I change ? Did I change ? Did I change ?
Did I change ? Did I change ? Did I change ?
Did I change ? Did I change ? Did I change ?
Did I change ? Did I change ? Did I change ?







LIBERO , SPIKER OR RESERVE ?

Went schl in the morning , schl were okays. Ended around
1 plus. Meet baby, 2 plus cabbed to Yio Chu Kang Sports Hall.
Only manage t see Cboys finals. I want see girls one. ):
After that trained t Amiratly. HAd our super late lunch den went
to fetch brother home. Have dinner w babyyy. Chat below my flat,
8 plus baby accompanied me walk home. (:
Sorry baby for the moodswing.
Tomorrow having training. But will be going to Mdm Tini remedial.

ILOVEBABY !

Staying at home for the whole afternoon.
3 plus , baby went for his lion dance thingy.
Chatted w him awhile den watched tv.
Doing homework later , Math remedial tml. BORING!
After remedial, meeting baby.

WHO IS MY BEST FRIEND?
(I guess i dont have one.)

I miss Baby so much. It have been quite some long I didnt blogged.
I was just so lazy to blog. Went fot training today , still okay.
Baby went for his training , guess wun be home til midnight.
Training endede around 5 plus. 6 plus walked to Sunplaza for dinner.
Bused home with Leen and Yongen. Tomorrow will be staying at home.

Went to schl , school were okays.
After school, meet baby. 5 plus , he accompanied
me go sunplaza to buy things and have late lunch.
Went back to schl to find teammates. (:

Tomorrow having training. Going to sentosa after
that. Hopefully can enjoy luhs. Takecare readers.
Please leave a tag behind (:

THURSDAY, 3rd Julyyyy.

We have our very last match on Thurs.
I can say all is we played very well. We won.
We were so close to National Top 8. So close.
No fate, we cant get in. Quite saddening.
We've walked so long , so far. We hold on to the
very end, holding all teammates together tightly.
To make all of us never fall , now we've fell.
I have learnt alot from other people. I pick up myself
fromwhere i fall and i wanna start all over agian.
We tried our very very best. Hais.
I regretted playing so badly for the last two match.
But no point regretting now. No use.

YONGEN.YVONNE.YINGTENG.YINGLING.
ESTHER.YINGYING.CHRISTINE (:(:

I will never forget you guys. Those memories i
will never ever forget. Hope there is still chance
the six of us can play together again. :D

Morning went school. After school, meet babyy.
Have our lunch at Causeway den bused to Jurong Point.
Walked around. Bused back around 6 plus.
Went for dinner. Raining so heavily. Baby sent me home :D

Baby so bad larhhh , bluff me ):
Haha , enjoyed being w him. Iloveyou !