Tired larh deyyy. How i wish for 48 hrs a day.
Not enough sleep , My friends say that my eye
bag is coming out. omfg , i dont want. It is freaking
uglyyyyy. My eyes are closing real soon.

I dont blame you , my cute. Quarrels occurs.
It only depends on how we are going to handle it.
I still prefer , Forgive & Forget. :D
I love you my cute ,
everything is the same now.

Seriously , i felt like dieing right now.
I think that my presence is just extra , isnt it ?

You said that im close with him. You were also
close to others girl okay. I did mention to you
once that i felt uncomfortable. But nothing change
at all. I didnt even mention it to you. Cause , i told
you before im washing my hands off. But this is not i
felt inside.

Maybe i simply take things too simple. Things arent as
easy as i think. Things come & go.
Seriously you have changed. You talk in a different
manner now.

Had a super tired day. Went to the cemetery to pray.
Went to two cemetery. I can tell you that it is full of
people. & it is fcuking hot larh deyy. 6 plus went to
grandma's house for dinner. Cousin give me see one
blog , super disgusting one siah. ><

Tml is school again. So sian -.- Homeworks still
uncompleted. Gonna complete it later.

I read Cute 's blog. He wrote , Emo in the day , Cry in the night.
He said he is emo-ing this few day. He have so many things to say ,
but nobody understands him. The thing he can do is emo.

I felt so super useless when i saw this. As a girlfriend , i failed
to understand him and to care for him. Im so sorry. Perhaps ,
im not as good as i think im. I felt so blank. So helpless.

Awww , super damn happy alright.
We can actually won PHS , it is a unbelievable
fact. Played a total of 3 sets. So anxious cans.
Our hard work finally paid off. Now we can
make it into the top 4. Hoorayyyyyyy .

I hope i had never see it.
Nvm , learn t forgive & forgive.
Cute , i really love you.

Schl was super damn boring cans. Forgot t bring
the sculpture walk booklet , stood up for the
remaining 45 minutes. ): So tired lah legggg.
We've to go t the hall for the dunno what rehearsal.
So lame cans. After that went for training. Overall okays.
So good , only the Sec1&2 girls are having training today.
7 plus , coach drove me , Yongen,leen & yingteng to Sunplaza.
He treated us t eat Cavana. After that , bused home.


Imissyou my cuteeee.
ILoveYou :D

Went schl in the morning. 11.30 am was excused
from school cause of competition. Get changed
den went to PHS. Reached there , went up t th hall.
Was told to keep out of the hall cause they were
having PE lessons. Lol. Decided to walk to the parade
ground for warm-ups. 1 plus , went up to the hall again.
Played aginst Yishun Secondary. We won. :DD

Trained to Sembawang den went back t schl.
Done some homework and play Vball.
Actually wanted to play against Cboys , but it was raining.
Spoilt my mood , i thought we can train more. D:
Yingteng done something which makes us all laugh non-stop.
7 , bused homeee. Went down to buy dinner.

Tml having training , i want t train hard despite my hand pain.
I want to win PHS. Our last hope to get into Top 4.
Jiayouuuuuuu Cgirls. We've make it this far.

Iloveyou cuteee. :D
You pua stun D:

Happy 7th Month to Aiai & Nelson .
Takecares & last longgg :D


Ahaaa , saw my name in Aiai 's blog. She wished
me Happy 7th month with cute. So i also wanted
to put her bigbig name in my blog too. Seeee Aiai ,
i'm so nice . Haaaa . <33

Morning feeling better den decided to go to schl.
Cute didnt went. So weird w/o him today D:
He told me he is having headache. :c
Aiyo , MUST TAKECARE UHS. DRINK MORE WATER.

Tomorrow against Yishun sec. We must win okays ?!
Jiayouuuuuu Cgirls :D

HAPPY 7th MONTH . I LOVE YOU ! <3 240807.


Im so fcuking damn cold >< . Maybe im falling real sick soon ,
which i really dont want. Things are plan up for me recently.
I cant really afford to get sick eh. Ehhh , dont fall sickkkkk pls.
I hate the feeling . Cold , Tired , Listless , Restless , No appetite.
Seriously , it suck. I miss my boyyyy . LMAO :D

I came across someone blog , & I find it quite nice. :D

A couple have been loving in love for a very long time.
& Quarrels would occur sometimes but the girl would always
try her best to pull back the relationship by apologising to the
boy no matter what and no matter whose fault it is. Then ,
everything is back to normal. The girl felt tired of those quarrellings.
She felt that she is nothing to the boy when the boys neglects her.
The girl felt not being loved and cared by the boy when the boy gives
her cold shoulders. One day , the boy scolded the girl in a very harsh
manner , which made the girl so sad. The girl knew that she had done
something wrong. She admit she was in wrong. But did anyone really
try and understand what makes her do this ? The girl only wanted the
boy to love her , to care for her and to treat her better. Thats'all.
The boy didnt know that what he had done will affect that the girl so
much. Now they are no longer together. The girl felt so down , cause
she loved that boy too deeply.

The girl misses the boy.
She misses the time with him.
She misses the laughter with him.
She misses the time playing with him.
She misses the messages that he sent her.
She misses his voice.
She misses the time the boy sent her home.
She misses the everything with the boy.

But did the boy miss her too ? Did the boy still remember her ?
Even though the girl was not happy , she still carry a smile on
her face. Even though there are friends accompanying her , she
still felt alone and miserable. Her heart is wandering around ,
searching for a voice would will make her stand up again.

I HAVE COMPLETED MY HOMEWORK. Cool :D

Meet cute at interchange @ ard 4 plus.
Cannot decide where t go , about half an hour
den Laogong ask whether want t go Amiralty park.
I agreed cause I had never went there before.
Walked and see around. After that walked to Republic
Poly. Went t 7-11 to buy things . Sat outside & eat.
After eating , went back Amiralty Park t slack.
8pm , went t eat dinner den Laogong sent me home.

Tomorrow is our 7th Month. I still love you alot :D

lol , my homework are still unattended.
Hopefully i can do in the afternoon :D
tmrw playing against woodlands sec.
Hope we can win :D i want t get into the
next round :DDD Jiayous Cgirls.

YAY . Tmrw is our 7th month.
I love you :D

Laogong morning call-ed me @ 9 am on the dot.
Haha , den went t bathed and get things readyy.
Took the same bus with YongEn and Leen .
Alighted @ Sunplaza for our breakfast den went t
schl at around 1o plus. Reached schl , played Vball
awhile den went to gym . Sec 1 girls trained outdoor
while Sec 2 girls trained indoor. So good . (:

5 pm , drove us to Sunplaza's KFC . He treated us to eat.
Haa , he den drove Esther , Leen and me to 888 plaza.
Leen wanted to get her contact lenses. Shopped ard ,
bought things den bus-ed to woodlands wifv Esther.
Went home after that . :D

Leen almost lost her shoebag . In the end , we found it (:
Haaa , luckily . Tmrw will be staying at home t do homework.
See , im so hardworkinggg :D Heee. Takecare peeps.

Meet up wifv Leen at causeway . Waited for
Christine den go buy things den went to
YongEn's house. Can see she is recovering.
She told us that she can play ball tmrw :D

4 plus meet cutie at Woodlands Interchange.
Decided to go Westmall den take bus 187 .
Reached there , went to KFC for lunch.
Laogong ate so fast , den he waited for me to finish.
Haha . Went shopped around and buy things.
Bused to Woodlands den walked to 888. Bought my
contact lense. Slacked awhile den went home.

Im so touched for what Laogong had said.
He said , I can give up all my brothers for you.
So damn touching can :D
I will remember our P.R.O.M.I.S.E .
I love you. <33

Morning , forecd myself to get out of the bed D:
so tired larhs , dont feel like getting up , cause
my bed is no nice :x Haha . I wished school could
start later larh. Reached school , went up to the hall
for assembly. After that was P.E . We ran 3 rounds
around the school. I was FIRST :D Mr Loke was not
happy with my timing. He told me i could done much
more better . 12.48 minutes , total for the 3 laps.
Mr Loke said that i done much better when im Sec 1.
Sad larh , i want train on that . Hahha. c:

After school , get changed den went for Volleyball.
Todays' training kinda of easy. We just trained recieving
, serving and spiking only. After that was free time.
6 plus packed up , leave school at 7 plus. Reached home @ 8.

Cutie , I love you larhhhh.
I miss you D:

Played against WRS . LOST D:
how disapppointed , it was close manx.
24-26 . sad larh deyyyyyyy . Coach said ,
it will be difficult to get into th next round
if we lose this match. So dishearten . One year
of training , just wasted siah. Hard work all gone.
I just hope we can make it into the next round
den YongEn would be able to play. Hais.

After th match , coach drive us to causeway and
we ate Sakae , eat halfway i went off t meet Laogong.
Sat in the interchange for a long time den decided whr
to go. lol. Went home den get changed , went off to
Woodlands Checkpoint . Ate KFC for dinner. Walked
around den went to the bus stop . Bus so slow manxzxzx.
So we decided to walk home. After that , Laogong walked
to Causeway. He so kelian luhs , walked so long >< . Ahah.

I love my cutie Boyfriend.

Played against Punggol Secondary.
We actually won , i thought we cant
win without YongEn. But this time round ,
things changes , doesnt it ? Hopefully , tmrw
against Woodlands Ring would win as well :D
Today was released at 11.30. Get changed and
went to Sunplaza for lunch den trained t YioChuKang.
After the match den went back t school.
Trained for the stupid reheasal. Jump till my leg so
tired. Still got alot of rehearsal coming up ): sian siah.

AFter th rehearsal , meet up with Laogong. Saw his
super new haircut. Although it is kind of weird to me.
But time goes by , his hair would grow back. & would
grow out more nicer. He promised me :D Ha ha.

Now posting in school :x
Having Match later at PHS.
So scare larhh , north zoneeee D:
I super love my teammates, hope that
we can win later match. Ahhhha :D

I love my boyfriend.
I really felt uncomfortable & uneasy
whenever i see .........
Hais , i hatemyself larh. D:

Peeps , first day after the march holidays seems
so boring luh. Alot of poeple like sick or unwell eh.
First lesson : English . Only have 25 minutes of Eng.
After that is Science , Mr Gwee use that period to go
through some stuffs , then a little bit of Science .
Mr Gwee saw Esther's hand and called her to see her
after school. Aiyoyo. After recess was Maths. Luckily
i got do homework sio. If not stand outside class leh .
Miss Tan were not here for DNT today. Got 2 periods
to talk nonsense wifv friends. Haha , Assembly after that.
Saw Mr Raj , so long never see him le. I love him teaching
Maths larh deyyyy :D

After Assembly , went for th Speech&Drama Course.
First , take attendance.
Secondly , Introduction.
Third , Played Game.
Fourth , Acted thing/object out in groups.
Fifth , Debrief.
Sixth , Arrange tables&chairs.
Seventh , went t find Laogong.

4 plus go ate lunch . Slacked awhile den bused to Woodlands.
Laogong accompanied me to walk home. So nice of him <3
I love him t the maxzxzxxz :D

Sometimes , i really hope i can pretend i saw nothing.
I tried , but i cant. I really cant. I tried to think from
the other angle but things just cant get right. Tell me
what should i do ?! D:

1 plus meet Laogong at interchange.
He pei me go library return books , after that
went to interchange to take bus to Bugis.
Went t eat first , walked around Bugis Street.
Didnt saw anything i like >< . Went to Bugis Junction.
Walked till tired liao den went staircase there slacked.
Suddenly got one security guard come in , chua tio .
ahha , Took train to Vivo to find Laogong's friends.
6 plus bus-ed home. 7 plus reached Causeway. Pei Laogong
go Power9 den to the EQ to cut hair . He's still not satised
wifv his hair , so i helped him cut . Heeee. I cut till super funny.
Next time cnnt be hairdresser liao. :D

Tml is starting school . So sian larh dey. Hate studying. Still have
the speech&drama course. I think that course boh use de. Cant
learn nothing but just a waste of money & time. $32.50 for three
lessons. Wth. I can buy alot of things wifv that you know . Dont
feel like paying even though is by edusave. Got t go. I want t finish
up my bloodly homework . Takecare peeps ;

Tag before you leave please.

Went t training in the morning . Meet yvonne and
had our breakfast. Went t school after that .
Do warm-ups and physical training in th hall then
went down for outdoor trainings . Trained servings.
12 plus went kfc for lunch. Went t leen's house then t
Yongen's house. Her leg is recovering manxzxz. :D
7 plus bused home.

If things was not as complicated as this.
Im contented .

I saw this and i find it quite meaningful .


Life is too short ,
Grudges are a waste of perfect happiness.
Laugh when you can.
Apologise when you should.
Let go things of what you cant change.
Love deeply and forgive quickly and
with no regrets .
Life is short to be unhappy ,
you have to take the good with the bad.
Smile when you are sad.
Love what you have got.
Always remember what you have.
Learn from your mistakes.
People changes and things go wrong ,
but always remember ,
LIFE GOES ON.

Even though it has been so long.

My love for you never changes.

I seriously love you & i do.

LiHern & Me .


Credits to Lihern's Spects :D



Went on classs outing on Tuesday , East Coast Park.
went cycling at first , due to raining , we changed our
spot. We went to the nearest Bowling Centre. Quite a
distance from ECP . Walked in th rain. Went into th
Bowling center , felt damn cold larh deyyyy. :D
Played 2 game den went to change clothes. After that ,
off to aracde at the 2nd floor. Played a few games den
went down to wait for the bus to arrive . Mr gwee , sang
us songs in the bus. Whoa , so nice of him. Heeeeee.
Alight at Sembawang Mrt . Went to meet LG , went for
our dinner and backkkkkk homeeeeeee.

Wednesday , Went to SG river for the Sculpture Walk .
Rained th whole day. Kinda sick eh. Rained so many days.
Explore the Sculptures ard . Took photos and went back
school. Went t CyberLab for Science Remedial . Went to
ate Mac @ SunPlaza and went to YongEn house.
8 plus , went homeeeeeee :D

Thursday , went to SunPlaza for breakfast . Went school for
training . 11 plus , went to eat lunch , back @ 12 plus. Shuqun
had already reached. Played a total of 4 sets. 3-1 . We lose.
During the second set , YongEn sprained her leg agian. This is
the Fourth time . So sad uh. I think she could not be able to
participate in North Zone. Hais , she is a excellent player ):

lol , will be uploading more pixs , cause i haven finish editing.
haha ! I love Lihern spects. Gorgeous larh deyyyy.
I love raining days . Cause no one noes im crying. Haha.
Walking in th rain is nice larh peeps. Heeeeee (:

Label : I know , but i just dont wanna say.

meet babyyy for breakfast this morning.
went to 7-11 after that , bought something
den went t school . Leen , YongEn & YingYing
alr reached :x played volleyball with them .
1 plus , Bukit Panjang Gov. High came , played
a total of 3 sets. We won , 3-0 . But i didnt felt
happy at all. not a little bit. Hmm , Duno why.

I guess i need to move on. Try to forget everything.
& think positively . Yeh . I want t improve on my spiking
and do well in my studies. Things doesn't goes the way i wanted.
As days go by , i felt more tired. Life is so boring.

Sucks larh deyyyyy. So many homework ><
project are another irraiting one. siannnnnnn .
God , please grant my wish :D
less homework , more funnnn (:

label : i noe you care for me.

Got report book today. Overall failed 3 subject ; lousy :x
march holidays are'nt holidays for me yeah. Have so many
holidays assignments , courses and trainings. So tired ><
Saturday having friendly with bukit panjang gov.high.
lazy to post liao. takecare dude.

label : iloveyou larh.

SORRY SORRY SORRY .


I really dunno what t do. How ? Anyone tell me ?
I know i'm wrong . Now , i finally realised im not
a good girlfriend . I know apologise wun help ,
things wun get any better i guess. I didnt know
that things would turned out so badly . sighs .

Fate brought us together .
Fate gave us chance to be together .
I'll treasure & cherish you.

IM REALLY SORRY.

label :I NEED YOU , I MISS YOU , I LOVE YOU

Friday , celebrated january & february babies with a nice
chocolate cake. it is nice eh . the chocolateeeeeee :D
after that meet LG . wanted t watch movie , in the end
was cancelled. argggg , now so many nice movies larh. ><

Saturday , went to 7-11 . buy breakfast den went off to
school. attended training . still okay. but not so fun anymore.
get scolding from coach. ><>
not FAIR de siah. Last year , we didnt get so fast . fed-up sey.

After training , went to sunplaza ; kfc for lunch . meet up with LG
pei him go eat den went to amiralty find leen they all.
6 plus went home . bath & chatted with my AhDi. Went downstairs for
dinner den went to fetch my brother. Home Sweet Home :DDD

I FAILED THREE SUBJECT .hais

My Reflection :D

My school girls (: <3 them.

Huiyu & Leen ;