Baby morning call me , woke up.
Bathed den went out , trained to Sembawang.
Meet up with Baby , went for lunch at ard 1 plus.
It rained while we were going to walk t school.
No choice , waited for rain to stop den walked t
school. Reached schl about 3plus . Mr Gwee was
not there yettt. 4 plus den he comes , LOl.

Lessons ended ard 5.3opm. It was raining -.-
Waited awhile den went to KFC with Lihern.
Leen actually going , she was feeling sick den she
went off first. Went to Causeway after that ,
shopped around den bus home around 7 plus.

Tomorrow having training. 3 pm , so latexzxz.
Hopefully it was not so bored like last time .
Baby , must be careful during your training.
Drink more water . Sorry that I cant wait for you.
Sleep early and rest well. Iloveyou <3

Went out with Baby today . We meet at causeway
and have our lunch there. We went to interchange
to see where we can go. At last , we decided to take
bus 161 to Hougang. Reach there , went to Hougang
Point. Shopped around , went for our dinner. 6 plus ,
bused back to Woodlands, went to Amiralty to make
my contact len. Walked around the Pasam Malam.
Went home after that , Baby sent me home :D

Tomorrow is having training. Awww , Im so tired.
When will I be having my break. Hais , no choice.
Hopefully i can enjoy tomorrow's training. Meeting
Leen for breakfast tomorrow.

Baby , i enjoyed being with you . You never fail to
make enjoy with you everytime. Thanks. We'll have
so many things to share and to talk about. Next time ,
you have things , just tell me. I swear I'll be your listening
ear. I'll be there for you always. But Im sorry , if I cant do
any help. My shoulder will always be there for you.
Must remember what I've told you just now. You've to pay
a price before you could get what you really wanted. Now suffer,
better then suffer later. At least you suffer now , later you will be
able to enjoy. I'll be there for you always , Baby. I<3U

So tired larhhh. Went for training in the morning.
Meet leen for breakfast at Sunplaza. Walked to
school together . Training were abit boring.
Ended at ard 4 plus. Went t have some food t eat
at Sunplaza. Went shopped around and bought
some stuffs. Bused home with Leen.

Shared so much laughter with her, HAHA.
Tomorrow meeting babyyy. I want tell him
something which i had saw. So disappointing siah ):
Sad larhhh.

Volleyball camp soon , This holidays i felt so tiredd ><.

HAPPY 9TH MONTHS , BABYYYY.

Sorry , i was not with you that time ):
Unfortunately , My karimun trip is on the 24th to the 26th
of May. I cant celebrate with Baby. Sorry bi. I Love Youuu

Finally Im back from Karimun. Three days 2 night ,
it was to say a enjoyable one. Exclude those unhappy things.
Many things happened. All unpleasant one. One thing Im
proud of myself was I climbed up to the Summit of the mountain.
It was a long journey , some of the paths and roads are slippery
due to raining. Walking down and across was hard. You may fall
down or fall down the slope anytime if you were not careful.
We spent quite a long time there .

It was a nice experience, I have learnt alot of things from this trip.
Although it was very tired , we still try put best to focus.
The three days just passs so quicklyyy.

Arrives at Harbourfront Cruise Centre at 8 plus. Meet baby.
Bused to Woodlands to have dnner. 10 plus reach home.
Baby , thanks for your chocolate.
Thanks for fetching me.
Thanks for sending me home.
Thanks for helping me to take the things.
Haha , I just love you. (:

A tired , super tired day for me. My eyes are
like closing real soon. >< Now waiting for Bibi to
reach home. Cause ' he accompanied me go home.
I surely would have to wait for him de righttt.
He treat me so nice, i surely treat him nice toooo.

I spent the most time in school today. Got held up
by Karimun briefing and Speech and Drama Course.
Went for Speech and Drama course , it was the last
lesson. & I did enjoyed. Classmates were v funny.
End around 4pm den went for Karimun briefing.
About 6.30pm den dismissed. So late ):

Tomorrow having Science Enrichment. Hope it will be
fun and enjoyable. After that , i shall go for volleyball
training. Exams are over , Holidays are coming.
My Timetable are full of activities. Omg , i cant even rest.
I wish i could sleep 24 hours per day , w/o people disturbing
me from my sleep. Let me sleep till i happy :D Impossibe.
My wishful thinking anyway. Volleyball National Championship
is coming real soon. JULYYY. Only left one month to train hard.

Sorry Bibi , sorry for letting you wait so long. I bet you 've never
wait for someone so long before in your life. Sorry . I know it will
be bored. But you just kept waiting for me. You also didnt blame
me at all. I really felt touched larhh. HAHA. Thanks bi.

I really hope that the briefing on Friday will be early. No dragging.
I want to spend my day with bi , enjoying myself on the last day
before i headed to Karimun. I want to enjoy to the maxxxxx.

Haha . I miss Bi's voice. His cute voice. (: I love him.

A tiring day for me .
Morning wake up , prepared and go to school.
Called Bibi to wake up. He so lazyyy , so long
den wake up. His voice v cute. I love him larh.

School were okays , checking for Mid-year results.
Having drama lessons after school today , lasted abt
1 and a half hour. After that , went for Karimun briefing.
Went for training afer that . Training were alright. I dont
like t take weights larhhhh . My hand so piannn. ):
Tomorrow is the last day for Speeech and drama course.
So nice , den i can accompany my bibi more le :D
Later he say i neglect him :x HAHA .

Tomorrow will be having the sexuality course for the girls
for the first half of the day den followed by the boys.
Hope it will be interesting .

Meeting Bibi tomorrow , I miss him like hell. ILOVEYOU!

BACK HOMEEEEEE :D
Went out , meet w Bibi. Went to causeway first.
After that , decided t go t IMM . Train-ed t Jurong East.
Den walked t IMM. There so many people. Finding a
place to sit down t have a dinner also v hard. Lastly ,
we manage t found a sit. Had our dinner den train-ed
home. Went causeway help sister buy thing. Bibi accompanied
me walked home. Tomorrow having training. I hope that i can
enjoy. Train hard tooooo.

I love my bibi. He is very cuteeeeeeeee. imisshim.

FEAR NO BITCH


ANGHUIYU :D


This pic dont look like me :x



Sisters <3


Later going meeting bibi . Now waiting for
his call. Tomorrow school starts. So boring.
Takecare peeps , shall post tml :D

So cool [: No school tomorrow , i shall stay at home.
Bibi will be outside doing his stuffs , i guess he will
not reach home so early. But hopefully , he can finish
early den go home pei me , Ha ha. :D

Today woke up , msged Bibi den ate breakfast.
1 plus , meet up with Bibi at Sembawang. He pei-ed
me t go eat lunch at 313. After eating , leen called me
t go t Chong Pang t meet her t buy those things needed
for Karimun. Bought finish all the stuffs , walked t Yishun
MRT with Bibi. Took so long den decided t go t Bugis .
Reached there , went t Bugis Street. Searching for a
shirt which i wanted t buy long time ago. Bibi , so good.
He bought it for me. He dont want let me pay myself. :x

After that , shopped ard Bugis Junction awhile den bused
home. Wanted t ate dinner at Causeway's Foodcourt , but
no space sit den decided t go t the coffeeshop nearby my house.
Bibi accompanied me walked home.

Bibi , tomorrow must careful uh. Dont hurt yourself agian.
Takecare of yourself when i not with you. Drink more
water and eat more. I wait for you tomorrow :D

So fed up larh , Ass one sio.
Type finished my post , wanted t publish post,
in the end all disappeared. I need t retype agian.
So lazy t retype all agian , bobian. Cause i too bored le.

In the morning , Bibi morning call-ed me up.
I felt so sleeply larh , forced myself t get up.
Bathed den prepared t go out. Meet up with
Yongen first , took e same bus. Reached Semb ,
meet up with Christine and Yvonne. Went for
breakfast together , den headed to school after that.

Reach schl , played volleyball awhile. Done some physical
excerises den training started as usual. Trained those usual
stuffs. Ended around 4 pm plus , went to Sunplaza for lunch.
Decided with teammates to go to Yongen's place. Slacked til
7 pm plus. Christine accompanied me take bus go home
although her house is only two bus stops from Yongen's place.
Ha ha , Thanks alot. I appreciated it. [: Hee.

Reached home , felt super boring can. There is nothing i can do
but t miss bibi. Hee. Bibi , faster finish den come back pei me.
Im rotting till death. Remember when you are outside ,
takecare of yourself , be careful. Dont hurt yourself. Drink lots
of water and remember t eat [: & Lastly remember all the promises.
But you broke one of it today , so disappointing. Hope you will kept
to all the promise you made, i know its hard. Is the heart that counts.
Think about it in my shoe. Super Super Super BORED.
I miss you bi . How i wish i can turn the time forward ]:

Thanks to TANLIHERN [: We chatted in msn.
At least , not that bored anymore.
We chatted about almost everything.
She going out soon , leaving me alone t wait for bi ]:
OKOK (:

School were so boring larhhhh. ):
Karimun grouping were so disappointing.
I dont know even one of my group mates.
I guess i will not enjoy , even staying in hotel is
the same as the group. Sighs , prove that im wrong.
I wish i can enjoy t the fullest there.

Results were disappointing as well. Shall not elaborate
anymore. What've been done , are done anyway.
After schl , stayed back awhile for the karimun thingy.
0230 pm also need t report back. Lol. So troublesome.

Meet up with bi , he accompanied me go take back my phone.
Ha ha , Thanks uh bibi. I love you.
Hope that you will keep your promise.

Asked by Aiai t do this survey :D


1. Who do you think love you most ?
- baby .
2. How do find life ?
- Super Boring .
3. What's the silliest thing that you did this week ?
- forgot t bring pencil case for exam.
4. What do you think is the prettiest thing on earth ?
- Not too sure.
5. Would you rather go to Taiwan or Hongkong ?
- Hongkong .
6. What's your favorite Disney charcter ?
- Spongebob and Patrickkkk.
7. What impossible thing do you wish to do ?
- Go back t the past.
8. What makes you feel that love is meant to be that way ?
- That special feeling.
9. When you're sad , what whould you do just to convince yourself ?
- Tell myself , life is too short t b unhappy.
10. Do you think crying is the only solution ?
- Mayb. That is nothing else i can do.
11. Have you regretted your last break up ?
- Of course , not .
12. Do you still love the person you last kissed ?
- Yehhhh.
13. Do you think that alcohol takes sorrows away , in
a shorter time ?
- No , they sucks.
14. Who is the person in your mind twirling right now ?
- Baby .
15. What's the song you've been singing to yourself , recently ?
- Dont have ehs.
16. What's the most recent song that you cried while
listening to it ?
- 李玖哲, 想太多
17. What's the most recent thing that you did , that made
you rewind back to the past times ?
- Nothing leh.
18. What do you think is the most important thing to life ?
- Baby.
19. What are your craving for now ?
- MONEY .
20. What is more important , money or kins ?
- Money :D
21. Who was the last person you kissed ?
- Baby .
22. Who was the last person that kissed you ?
- Baby .
23. Where did you've your last prolong kiss ?
- Forgot.

School were okays ehs. Only manage t got
back 3 papers. English , Science & Chinese.
English , failed. Mother tongue and science passed.
I bet my math gona failed. Disappointed in my
science results. HAHA. Forget it.

School finished at 12 plus. So early :D
Went t changed into jersey den went for lunch.
Went t look for Mr gwee for my Science paper.
2.oopm went for karimum briefing.
Volleyball training after that.
Kinda of boring , ended at 645.
Coach fetch me , leen and yingteng back home :D
Thanks ! [:

During vb training , have some talk with th Sec 1s.
Hope that everything we said , you will put in
your heart and will remember it. No point , wasting
time for this type of things in future. Hope things
would turn better soon. Takecare.

Tomorrow meeting bibi. He accompany me go take
back my phone. HAHA. Ilovehim. I miss my phone]:

Schl finished at 0930. Super early. :D
Finally. End of exmaination. Awaiting for results
now. I bet i'll fail maths badly. No confident.
Hopefully can pass other subjects.
Whoa im going to Karimum on 24 th may.
After schl , have briefing in AVA room.

MY 9TH MONTHS WITH BIBI.I <3 YOU.
Den we gg t celebrate on the 23th, but
boyf say it is meaningless ):
Sorry bi , i cant celebrate w you on that day.

Baby , I'll be with you throughout.
You are my dearest boyf. I<3U.
Remember your promise okay. Never break.
Im entrusting my love t you.

A lousy day today. The 13th. Sucks yeah.
Many things happened just in one day.
First thing , handphone spoilt.
Secondly , got scolded by mum 'cause hp spoilt.
Thirdly , got reprimanded by dad'cause ytd night
forgotten t take out house key. Left it at t door.
Lastly , quarrelled with bi.

I wanted t revise leh , cant focus man. Tml's Math P2!
For the past few days , i revise damn hard can.
But during exam , i forgot everything. ):
So fed-up sey. Dunno why siahs.

Why can it be happier.
Seems like everything i do is wrong.

Life's full of ups and downs.

Today having Maths Paper 1 and Chinese Paper 1.
Chinese paper 1 were still okays , still can
manage luhs. I believed I would fail my maths.
Times flies , after school meet babyyy.
Went for lunch ard 4 den walked around sembawang.
Lol , decided t go t Sembawang Park. 6 plus went
back Sembawang Mrt station and trained t Woodlands.
Have dinner near my house there , reach home ard 8.
Now mugging for Tml 's paper.
All the best peeps , Good luck [:


Baby keep bullys me. ):
I love you baby. I only want you. No people else.
263 days and still counting on [:

Today stayed at home the whole day :D
Woke up , chatted with boyf at msn.
1 plus , he went out t bugis with his friend.

At home , can only use com , watch tv only.
so boring siah. I waiting for boyf t reach home.
But i think he not so early reach home. Last min,
he told me got something on. Sad sio.

Nevermind , i can wait patiently for him.
Haha , tml i must mug hard for the exams on mon.

I miss you.

It was a super super boring day for me can,
Lesson were so boring , felt so sleepy in class.
I wanted t sleep but i forced myself not t.
I just lay on the table and look at the teacher.
Fucking tired can. Luckily schl ended fast :D

After schl , stayed in schl awhile.
Cant contact Mr Loke den went off t canberra park.
Played and slacked awhile. Chatted with friends too.
Bused home ard 4plus , reach home about 5 plus.

Ate dinner , going t watch television soon ;
Finally i forget about the unhappy things ,
i want t start afresh. I would let things be
the way they are now. I want be happy throughout
all my life. This is the life i always wanted.

Thanks teammates for accompanying today.
It just feel good being with you all.
Haha , I <3 you all :D

Baby , when i needed someone. I hope you will be thr.
I felt so left out , so lonely , so empty.
I need you. ILOVEYOU <3 ;

School were alright. Finally understand
some math questions. Cool. Later i gona
do my math homework seriously. I bet :D

After schl , meet baby. Bused t Amiralty.
It was raining , lols. Walked in t rain.
went t KFC for lunch den went t find a place
t sit. Watch television in bi's phone.
6.20 den walked t fetch my brother.
Took bus home :D

I bet tml is a boring day. Im wondering how it
will be like tml's day. So sian , so sian.
Nevermind , life is too short t be unhappy.
I really dunno what i really wanted.
I hate myself so much.
When im down , who can i go to ?
It is so hard t express and say it out.
I dunno what t start with. Seriously.


I told myself not t care , im trying hard now.
it is so difficult you know ,
I think im losing the will t live.
Living in the world , seems like a burden t everybody.

Happy Birthday to Jinghui , Darling
Happy Birthday to YongPing , Mummy

Stay young & preety .



Went school , schl ended ard 0225.
ABit late , cause was delayed during last lesson ,
went t FT late so also late dismissed. ><
Meet baby , 4 plus went for lunch. Went sunplaza
awhile den bused to Causeway , shopped ard.
Took dinner den walked home with Bii.

Biii so cute , I love you.

Had two period of relief.
Two teachers didnt came t school .
DNT finally finished up all the work , so fun cans.
Assembly seems a little boring but time kinda
flies. After school , went t DNt room touched up
on my work den went off for Chinese oral.

After that meet hubby. Pei-ed him & qihua go
take their new phone. Went for dinner den
bus-ed home . I find that the phone were okay.

Takecare peeps , update tmrw.

Tired , shall rest soon.

Lalala , time flies.
Didnt really do much. Stayed at home ,
watch movies in computer. Sleep awhile
den went down t buy things.
Waited for hubby to returned home.
Chatted with him on phone for about 2 hours.
Had my dinner den used com.

Hubby didnt manage t get his new phone,
probably tomorrow. Excited t see his new
phone. That phone have cool functions.

Baby , I love you. I will remember our promise.
Retard chicky , I miss you alot.
I will hold on till the very end , bi.

I guess today will be a boring day too.
Hais , still having abit headache. ><
Later bi going t take his new phone.
Baby , i will wait for you (:

Tml schol is starting , maybe having oral
after school. Think meeting bi after oral.
Takecare peeps.

Baby , like i told you. I've never blame you before.

Iloveyou.

Baby , you're the one that i need.
Thanks for everything that you've done.
The times we spent tgt , I would never forget.
Those are the times , I treasured the most.
ILOVEYOU :D

Meet up with bi den went t have lunch.
Wanted t pei bi go buy handphone de,
the shop closed alr. Lol.
7 plus bused back to Woodlands , fcuk t feeling.
So exhausted , giddy , headache and fever.
Bi asked Qihua t buy a panadol for me. Thanks(:
Somehow , something spoilt my mood. Nb.

Somehow , I realise there's no one i can go to.
You're the one who i think im closest
with , whom i thought i could rely on you.
Baby , i hope you will be there or me ):

I cried all the time , sometimes even cried t sleep.
My tears are dropping , my blood are dripping.
I know crying would not do any help , but at least
i felt much more better. Cause , no one will be there
t wipe away all my tears.
& BABY , i know you didnt mean it. I didnt blame you afterall.

& Girl , I cant stop you from msg-ing him.
You want to , kindly dont let me see it okay.
Think in my shoes , dont spoilt my mood for the day.
I promise I would hate you more & more each day.
Trust me , I will. Dont believe , try me.
Everyone have their own patience.

I saw a poem , think it is rather nice.

Bottled up inside,
Are the words I never said,
The feeling that I hide,
The lines you never read.

You can see it in my eyes,
Read it on my face,
Trapped inside are lies,
of the past I cant replace.

With memories that linger,
Wont seems to go away,
Why cant I be happier?
Today's a brand new day.

Yesterdays are over,
Even though the hurting's not,
Nothing lasts forever,
I must cherish what I've got.

Dont take my love for granted,
For soon it will be gone.
All you never wanted,
of the love you thought you'd won.

The hurt I am feeling now.
WOnt disappear overnight,
But somehow , someway,
Everything will turn out all right.

Today English paper 1 & 2.
Overall , still okays. Hopefully can pass luhs.
Actually having oral after school , but was
cancelled at the last minute. Lol.
Witness a fight during recess , damn scary.
Hope that they will be fine.

Went t meet baby. Have lunch at 5pm.
Actually wanted t go Plaza Singupura.
Change decision cause too far. Alight at
dunno where t have dinner den take 961
back t woodlands interchange.

Have fun with baby larh , I enjoyed being with him.
3 word , 8 letters , 1 meaning ; ILOVEYOU.


Stare at you means dog face ? Your mum stare at you ,
means that she is dog face too. Lmao.
Say people truly look like one , dont you look like one too ?
If you had never say somethng that is wrong , none of this
thing would happen.

Didnt manage t use computer for so long.
Internet is down , finally , it is okay.
Fcuking long cans , can say about 1 week luhs.
Mid year is coming , sian .
Lazy t blog now , update soon. Tckares peeps.