Saturday, May 30, 2009

Yo everyone.
Thanks for all your tags, i promise i will be strong ok.
I will definitely pull through this. So must continue to tag ok?
Whahahhahaa, thanks ( :

Yesterday went bugis with leen and esther, 5 plus bused to sembawang.
Leen and me go find darrel they all, slackslack at blk 400+ there.
8 plus bused back to sunplaza to meet xingying,binghua and ouyang.
10 plus bused home with leen. (: Reach home, ard 1040pm.


Training today, meeting leen and xingying they all for breakfast.
See later who boxim ! Hahhhaaa. After training should also be meeting them.
Update later or tomorrow.

13 more days to my birthday ! excited. 14 more days to xingying birthday!
( happy happy*)

I want to thank them sincerely for cheering me up, asking me not to be sad
and stay w me for this period of time,they make me feel that there are still people
who cares about me.

LEEN,Esther, Lihern,Mr Gwee,Yingying
Jinghui,Cynthia,Shuhui,Ahting,Joanne,Xingying.

There are still alot of people, i forget alr. haha. ( Sorry if i missed out you)*

Friday, May 29, 2009

School was alright, after school went to leen's house
awhile den went to training. Training was still ok,
i always hurt my knee and elbow. Pain pain pain.


Bused home, watch tv den sleep lerhs.


I know it would be difficult, it is a challenge for me.
Jiayou huiyu !

Hope you would ...
Kiss me and said that you love me.
Hug me and say that you need me.
Hold my hand and say you would never let go.


It is impossible now, i guess.
Stop crying lah huiyu, crying doesnt solve anything.

Wednesday, May 27, 2009

Heartbroken.

Why does heaven likes to make sport of people?
Why does things come after one another, and never
stop coming. I hate life now,seriously.

Just a period of one month, can change so many things.
From good things all to bad things?
Izzit , this is the way my life would be like?
My birthday is coming soon, i dont want be so sad.
But i've no choice. Help meeeeee !

Cried for the whole day, tears kept rolling down.
My eyes are now swollen and very tired.
Its so hard, i should be taking it easy. Why can't i?

Will miracles happen? Would my hopes be shattered?
What to do now, I'm really lost. I am so confused.
I dont wana get hurt again, im scare. Im tired of lies.
Would you become the past again?
I know you wun, sighs.

Someone told me, when it is lost, it is hard to find it back.
Its yours is yours, is your fate. You cant change it. So,you should move on.

Things are easy to say, but it is difficult to do.
Will time heal everything?
I find it hard not to contact you, izzit i have already used to you.
Im not used to the life w/o you. I felt so imcomplete.
I really hope you could at least treat me better... Sighs..

Hope that would be miracles.
I want you.

Tuesday, May 26, 2009

Firstly i am happy. (:
You know i know uh!!. Winks*
1 week, (Smile,smile.)
SECRETTTTT !
HAHAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHHA , FINALLLYYYY!


Secondly, im also very upset.
Sighs, someone teach me how to do?
Im so confused now.
I've so many things to say, so many things to rant.
Who'll be there to listen, lend me a shoulder to lean?


Getting report tomorrow, hoping tomorrow would be a
very happy day for me. Training today was ok. Got hurted,
here and there. Fingers, Elbow, knee. So painful larhs.
Update soon, with photos( if available) And Lastly....
TAG TAG TAG TAG MEEEEEEEEEEEEE !

Saturday, May 23, 2009

HAPPY BIRTHDAY MUMMYYY !!! <3



Went to causeway with cousin,shop shop around den went
her house. Used com,chat. 10 plus bused home.
Tomorrow meeting brother. Update when free. People please
tag me. Ahahas.
Hope you will be fine on monday, so enjoy yourself tomorrow (:
Take loads of care larh you. Hah.




Exams are finally over.
My birthday coming soon lea. Happy*
Doesnt do very well for MY paper, failed two subjects.
But im proud of my POA. Haha.


Next mondays onwards, school ends at 1230pm. So cool.
Because of the H1N1 thing.
Probably going vietnam this june holidays.
So many exciting events coming up la,great.
Need alot of money also lor, haha (:

I would try my best,to make you happy.

Monday, May 18, 2009

Reality hurts.
I know i should be happy, why i cant?
Why you can take it as nothing as happen?


Really hope to sleep and never wakes up.
I hate everything ! Everything.
My heart is no longer beating, can someone just kill me anot.
I really hate life im tired of life.
You are happy, what about me?
My life was never happy. You've your friends. Who i have?
Why you always never think of my feelings?
Dont you think is unfair to me?
I really duno what to know. I only know my heart hurts alot.


If one day, im no longer around. Please takecare of yourself.
Cause i know, we would never be together anymore.

Sunday, May 17, 2009

REALLY VERY FUCK SIAHH!!

Hope to get over you soon.
But some things are just so hard.
Fuck, why! Why everything bad is always happening to me.
I hate everything. Im real tired already.
Why forgetting someone is so damn hard?
What should i do? Anyone help me.
Will miracles happen? Im so confused lah.
Wait or what? Walao eh, fucking life.


Went out today with darlingggg. Chatted alot too.
I've no mood to post already. Love darling.
I felt like crying all the time. I know i gotta to be strong.
Sighs. I miss everything.

Saturday, May 16, 2009

We 've break already. (:
We are now very good brother and sister.
Haha, perhaps would be more happy.


Dont worry about me. I willbe fine. (:

Sunday, May 10, 2009

Hope we'll be fine soon.

Friday, May 8, 2009

Finally my com is back.
Give me a break from everything ok.
I feels so tired, dont feel like caring anymore.

MORE HOPES, MORE DISAPPOINTMENTS?
I dont wana be hurt anymore.
I trust you, dont make me heart-broken anymore.

Monday, May 4, 2009

Update blog soon.
Internet is down.
MYE IS COMINGGGGGGG.
Haven revise yet, die...